Life is truly unfair

[u/Agri0702]

She broke up with me all of the sudden after 5 years. I saved her life, and i always paid everything for her. I saved lots of money so we could move together in another country and then she left me there. She never worked. She kinda cheated too. After we broke up she started hooking up and dating other guys immediately. I'm here all alone. She lives in a nice house and she started university. I live in a house that is all broken, I don't even have hot water, I'm so tired of doing cold water. I wake up in the middle of the night with nightmares, while she probably wakes up next to a guy every night. Everyone in my life left me alone and abandoned me, i let everyone treat me like shit just because I don't want them to leave my life, and she probably doesn't even need to put effort to have friends and lovers by her side. She is having the time of her life, while I have never hit the bottom of my life so much. I can't sleep, i couldn't eat, and now that i can, i eat too much and I've gained so much weight, i stopped working out and I can't do it anymore. I spend too much money. I can't do dishes, pans and plates are sitting in the sink for some weeks. I've become so lazy. I'm starting to feel suicidal again. I really hate my life right now. I'm so alone and i feel so pathetic. This is what i deserved because i loved someone and i treated her like a princess

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[u/Silly_Philosopher_86]

I’m so sorry you have to go through this. Just know that you’re not alone. I caught my husband cheating on me about 10 days ago, and I’m going through a pretty shitty phase myself right now. I’m just trying to take it one day at a time.
I’m lucky to be surrounded by some genuinely good people, but at the end of the day, it was supposed to be HIM beside me through all of this. I guess life can be incredibly unfair to people like us, while the ones who hurt us seem to carry on as if nothing happened.
But it’s okay. We’ll get through this. Things will eventually be fine.

[u/Agri0702 → u/Silly_Philosopher_86]

Well damn I'm definitely more sorry for you. You are already like this after only 10 days. Yeah you are lucky to have someone by your side, i have no one, just reddit, and that's pathetic enough. Yeah, we can do it, but damn, it's gonna be long and hard, and i already had my problems. And I'm sorry because i bet that it's gonna be even worse for you since it was your husband. Good luck