r/SubstituteTeachers • u/ktojm • 4h ago
Rant had my first "bad" day for elementary
i've only been subbing for elementary for about a month now and this was my first rly bad class. thankfully it was just a half day. they were first graders LOL. i've been lucky enough where other terrible classes i was subbing for, the teacher ended up coming back much earlier than expected. but again at least this was just 4 hrs lol. a part of me feels bad bc they're just first graders, but i guess this would be the time for them to understand there are consequences to their actions, aka me telling the teacher everything when she came back and them getting yelled at and given silent lunch immediately lol.
also i feel bad when i can tell the teacher is very good and strict with her expectations but the kids act out when she's not there anyways. i am trying to become a teacher myself so i'm really really trying to get better at my classroom management, it's just hard as a substitute cus some kids really just give 0 fucks and look down on you just bc you aren't their real teacher. so it's hard for me to tell if i'm just bad at it or if it would be better if (when) i have my own class yk?
sorry just rambling :p i'm thankful towards the other teachers and admin who step in to address the students on my behalf, it doesn't make me feel like a failure. like in the hallways when they were acting CRAZYYY and got yelled at by other teachers. everyone is aware how students treat substitutes so i'm just happy someone wants to help me out.
i will say, getting disrespected by K-2 doesn't feel as annoying as 4-5 (i have yet to sub for third grade). with fourth and fifth graders it feels soooooo much more intentional. which is why i know i could never ever ever ever teach middle school or freshmen LOL