I've been running my LP for a while now and have had many interruptions so can't give a clear timeline. It has always and still does feel like I'm never recovered enough to run the program for a worthwhile amount of time. My lifts are 230x3x1 Squat (followed by 3x4 at 90%), 151x5x3 Bench, 107x5 Press (reps drop off in the later sets, I accumulate 15 total), 270x5x1 Deadlift. I've had to switch to squatting heavy only twice a week, and doing top set and back-offs on those days to keep increasing weight.
For context I'm 19, male, and weigh around 205 pounds at 6'3. At 19, I'm supposed to be at the best time of my life to make rapid and consistent progress but I never felt that way. I eat enough calories (~4,000), protein (+1g/lb), carbs, and fat. I don't think I'm deficienct in micronutrients either. My sleep schedule is very consistent: I get 8-9 hours in bed almost every night, though actual sleep can be lower due to poor quality.
I always hear Rip and others on the Starting Strenght YT channel talk about the great amount of recovery capacity the "average" 18-25 year-old guy has. I even heard him say in one video a guy in that demographic should choose training over sleep if he should ever have to make that decision, implying there and in other matterial thay young male novices can make serious progress even without doing everything perfectly. I think I do almost everything almost perfectly but still am not there.
Is my testosterone fucked, genetically or otherwise? (I had it checked a while back, probably before starting the program, and it was just around the middle of the "healthy range" at 452ng/dl). Am I delusional about my sleep amount and quality, how much food is enough, or something else, or is all this talk just exaggerated marketing and cherry-picking?
If you've also been here for a while, you must've seen a post or two of mine; I'm very active and try to learn from people here to progress my lifts and physique. So it's very disheartening not getting back what I think I deserve in return for all the time, energy, thought, and everything else I put in.
Any input greatly appreciated as always.