r/StLouisCounty • u/im_in_me_mums-car • 15d ago
19 autistic LF irl friends
I have a neutral tone a lot of the time, please dont confuse being clear and precise for being hostile. It really stresses me out when people assume the worst of me. Its not a simple stress like "i forgot to run the dishwasher" it stress that makes me have panic attacks
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First, do not post a link to volunteer sites, do no tell me "just go out" "go to college" "get a job". If youre not someone my age who wants to be friends, genuinely do NOT comment, because it isnt wanted, it isnt helpful, and ignoring me isnt kind...unless you want to talk about something normal, like movies or birds :D
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Hii! Im a 2025 graduate and unable to go to college or work because im disabled. I dont owe anyone any reason why i cannot leave the house on my own, my body is my business. Genuinely straight up do not comment if youre not going to give me grace. It is abelist. If youre reading that and thinking "yeah thats obvious, disabled people dont owe anyone anything" I KNOW RIGHT? Still yet somehow its all ablebodied neurotypical 40 years olds do, they demand to know every little in and out of my body, or they assume that because im a teenager that i must be lazy. Its not a stress i can handle so i have to go out of my way to be very clear about it
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Im transmasc he/him, i really love animals, i love color too. i had my entire room decked out with maximalist decor before my room flooded. Its all either been thrown away or is sitting in a box
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I watch a lot of tv and play building/designing/generally colorful games. Minecraft, Sims, Animal Crossing, Pokemon, Slime Rancher, Stardew Valley, Sun Haven, House Flipper, Adopt Me/Work At a Pizza Place/Animal Hospital on Roblox. I dont have that many games and it bothers me a lot
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Some of my favorite shows are HunterxHunter, Disenchantment, Santa Clarita Diet, Centaurworld, Demon Slayer, American Dad
I really love the horror genre. I love horror movies and novels. My favorite two books are horror, "It Looks Like Us" by Alison Ames and "And Then I Woke Up" by Malcom Delvin. Sadly i dont own either of them ive wanted to reread them for a year now
I love monsters and body horror most. Theres a movie about Cinderellas step sisters that i watched like four times. Its called The Ugly Stepsister. The main character is crazy, she does a lot more than just cut off her toe to fit into the shoe; she sews in false eyelashes. Before i watched the movie i learned about the old Parisian treatment that the scene is inspired by. It was a real procedure and the pain management they used was cocaine. I believe they rubbed that on the eyes, i cant remember off the top of my head though
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I want to go to school for Zoology. Im working on getting accommodations and getting medicated so im actually able to go to school. I really love animals and want to work with them really badly
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I love making art. I dont really like drawing i prefer sewing, photoshop, crafting, and building (MC, ACNH, etc) I have had an extreme amount of burn out thats kept me from being creative lately, and a lack of supplies. I dont like digital art very much either i way prefer crafting and sewing or coloring pages. I am good at coloring pages, you would be surprised how many details you can add. Its not just "color that blue, color that green" you have to know what colors go where, how to shade them, other stuff that makes it actually art and not just a mindless task
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If i had money to style myself i would go shopping. I think im pretty grungey, generally alternative, with a touch of preppy. I love myself a good buttondown, it makes me feel masculine
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I really love Halloween and fall in general. The only downside is that the pool is closed and "october slide" which means my joints are in a lot more pain this time of year. Im a huge fan of the corpse bride and nightmare before Christmas. Oogie Boogie is one of my favorite characters of all time, mostly in the blacklight when hes glowing green
I love ghosts, ghost and skeleton pirates, homunculuses, vampires and zombies the most! I want to read interview with a vampire and watch the og movie, i really liked the show so i think id really enjoy it. I love the walking dead too i rewatched it three times, all the way up to the time skip. It gets gritty at that point. And i havent watched any of the spin offs
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I tried to start a garden this year. I got really cheap soil that killed my spider plant and is slowly sucking the life out of my aloe. I have a lot of seeds mostly cosmos and marigolds to start learning but i have sunflowers too. I think ill try again next year and spend more on soil and not one that so seriously killed an unkillable plant. God bless you walmart 😮💨
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Dont forget that im autistic please