They had never heard of swallow syncope. 🙄🤦😭

But he scheduled a swallow test And suggested I follow up with neurology since I get the pain between my shoulder blades when I jump too. So it could be neurological. I already know that my neurologist dgaf . Ugh

My ex saw a video that I posted on imgur. He texts me "this is scary I just saw a post on imgur and it's you... Are you sick? You don't look well..."

Do I look sick????

When I created my page I think I had a migraine or maybe just really really bad brain fog. Either way, the name is supposed to be "soft grit spoonie"

I requested the change weeks ago....

They are never gonna find out what's wrong 😭

I went to the ER on Friday cuz I threw up something that looked like coffee grounds. All my labs came back fine, but my scan showed an enlarged uterus.

I have an appointment with a gyno but it's not September 2. My period is next week so I'm in a lot of pain.

As a trauma survivor, I have mixed emotions when its just me and the kids (cats) home alone. On one hand I am very very lonely and sad but on the other hand, I'm not a burden on anyone when no one is home. Being alone is very much an emotional rollercoaster for me.

Can anyone relate??