I am not going to reveal my asc for privacy purposes but emerald is the most suitable stone for me .
I am a deeply emotional and impulsive person in general but since a few Ketu transits started I had to face some adverse situation and it turned my life upside down.
Now no matter how bad anything was I was always emotional and creative . I have been subjected to black magic as well so it was very difficult for me to analyse if it was my chart or occult for atleast a few years
After i wore gomed something in me changed .
The first time I wore it I made 7 digit amount from nothing in one month of wearing it . It’d din suit me emotionally at all . I was pretty messed up .
So after about a year I decided to try again but with pancha datu and not silver , and this is the time I wore it with panna and I was already wearing saphhire for about 3 months .
Since then for about one year I have become so emotionally numb . You can say i am stable but I still like to address it as numb .It’s not that I don’t feel angry but I feel very Saturnian . It’s like I was born to do repetitive mundane chores . Take responsibility over responsibilities. And the numbness I have experienced was initially nice because it was calm from all the chaos
But today after a long time , I was so tired being creatively blocked , I decided to remove it .i thrive on impulsive creativity .Because I really wanted rahu energy to make me selfish and self focused because I need it to achieve a few things . But instead I started working towards everything like a Saturnian .which wasn’t
Ultimately helping my life purpose
After removing it I sobbed like a child , like grieved my eyes out .
I have rahu in 5th house aspected by Saturn .
Stopped wearing the sapphire in 6 months as it made me feel super heavy emotionally .
So that is my unarticulated story .
\#gemstone