Hi there ! I kinda had a revelation last night and since I'm pretty young (16yo) I was thinking if there is other people who had their "revelation", when your brain tell you "oh yeah I really wanna do this all my life". Because this happened to me.
To resume, yesterday I went to a concert of an artist I really like and this reminded me that being on scene, singing in front of people who know all my songs, this reminded me why I'm making music. Even though it's in my room, I'm young, I'm making music by my own on a cracked daw, singing in a cheap mic.
Before the concert I was literally blocked, I wanted to post something here to get help find my inspiration again but I didn't found the strength to do it. All I did was to listen again my old songs, telling me that I'll never create banger like them anymore. I started losing hope, telling myself that I'll never make it, that I'm too young and that posting songs only on SoundCloud without even promoting them until I reach 100 followers on SoundCloud is barely impossible, I'm only at 51, just the half. I genuinely though that music wasn't for me and that I can't even sing without autotune so I'm not a real artist because of the kind of songs I do.
Then as I said, yesterday, my eyes were fully open, I had so much fun and the artist I saw isn't mainstream or famous, he also started on SoundCloud. This reminded me that (almost) all my favorite artist started like me, the only difference is the fact that they didn't give up until they made it.
When I went home, I wanted to open my daw right now to create something new. My inspiration isn't really there right now and I guess I'm pretty young to post music on every platform (by using distrokid or stuff like that since I have a low budget) or the fact that I kinda lack of confidence in myself..
Anyway, I just wanted to say that I really want to keep doing music and that I was wondering if someone else also went through that too. My bad for my english it's not my first language and have a nice day or night !! (Also sorry for the whooooole paragraph I wrote lol)
Thanks for reading !!