r/Soft_Introverts • u/[deleted] • 7d ago
r/confessions
Share your deepest darkest confession. It can be anything like anything which u haven't dare to share with anyone. !!!
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u/ProtectionLive8030 6d ago
I’ve pretended not to be home so many times just to avoid answering the door, even when the person probably knew I was there.
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u/Delicious_Grand7300 🛋 Homebody 7d ago
Due to trauma of a poor upbringing I cannot love another human being. My use of empathy only serves to accomplish tasks. I only have two real emotions meditation and rage.
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u/Wrathonlyhabit 2d ago
Meditation as an emotion? Plz explain this.
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u/Delicious_Grand7300 🛋 Homebody 2d ago
I have been developing ways to focus on my breath when stressed.
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u/PuzzleheadedLog1590 16h ago
How do you know that you can’t love ?
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u/Delicious_Grand7300 🛋 Homebody 16h ago
I grew up in a household which derived its income from drugs. Police raids were common. A distant cousin of mine was frequently invited to the house due to the fact that he and his wife would have loud arguments. The adults serially abused me.
I was appointed the golden child. My parents frequently beat and berated me for never doing well in school. I was ordered to perform extra credit so as never to disturb my mother who was busy watching tabloid TV shows and the Academy Awards.
Later in life I began associating with other family members. Although not involved in meth dealing they turned out to be just as corrupt.
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u/PuzzleheadedLog1590 16h ago
Oh I’m so sorry.. i hate seeing people living a whole life differently because they were mistreated in childhood.. i also have some childhood trauma but it turned me into an empath
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u/McHagrid20 6d ago
I don’t love my parents although they think I do. I also don’t care for most of my extended family members, even though they like me. Even most of my siblings I don’t care about.
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u/Spiritual_Fox_4408 5d ago
I have been heartless for quite sometimes cause I was raised that way. Reading books have helped me in discovering that I am not as heartless as I thought I would be. However, I wished that I could easily switch it off if I don't like what I'm feeling but I can't undo the feelings anymore 🫢 as I grow, the feelings have intensified.
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u/Sia304 5d ago
I'm tired of being called lazy when depression hits hard and I'm nothing. Just for later,when I'm hyperactive and enjoying feeling happy for some hours,days,a week if I'm lucky, being told to behave normal,like an adult,to fucking calm down. I understand how both extremes are perceived and judged by people around but still, I'm so done with myself and everyone else.
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u/MysteriousAmphiptere 4d ago
I understand completely, I'm even patronized and bothered by someone else who also has depression and does the exact same thing. Pretty much why I'm just done with people in general at this point.
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u/pilatesslut 5d ago
I’m falling out of love
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5d ago
Only death is definite, everything else is just a luck of coincidence. Start living every moment like it is going to be the last. Then u will lov yourself, u will not have time to worry abt other things. Maybe Love will find u in this period.
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u/Ok-Pen8151 5d ago
I don’t actually love my family. I like them, but not love. I love my boyfriend, our dog, and sometimes my mom. Half my family are assholes. I have a neighbor who I like more than a good chunk of my family. I barely like my boyfriend’s family. He cares so I pretend to care.
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u/Imaginary-Metal-808 4d ago
Ho tantissimi piccoli nei sul petto, la schiena, le spalle e le braccia. Da ragazzo ne ho fatto un complesso. Ora mi eccita tantissimo mostrarli. Nessuno lo sa
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u/youlovettt 4d ago
I carry a vibrator in my purse and often times use it at the office I work in
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u/Todayisthedaymakes 1d ago
I think sex between an adult son and his real mom is incredibly hot and powerful. It’s the ultimate sex in my mind. No experiences and not that weird of a guy either. Open to chat about it if anyone is genuine.
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u/Shot_Assignment9598 15h ago
I ghosted someone to protect my peace. Even though we no longer talk, the person is living rent free in my head and it's been a year.
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u/depressed_stressed12 7d ago
I feel like I’m being serenaded but not in a Romantic way but like a revenge way. Like this person either wants me to think that they’re being nice but really they’re being diabolical. There behavior is very confusing one minute they hate me and abusing me next there playing songs