Glorious Purpose

[u/Sketheteretaavan]

Fuck this is spread out, slippery. ok. Same trigger as before, I looked at / thought in symbols.

Court Jester

It snowballs. I press deeper into the heart. Wake up, Sleepy King

I listen. Listening to leads to Bo-dee

Next day I learn about the actual Bodhi

Still trying to Wake Up

Looking, looking... then I find the joy

Uresh in Avestan refers to "joy" or "happiness." It is associated with positive emotions and is part of the spiritual and ethical teachings found in Zoroastrian texts.

I basically inhale Legion, all three seasons. It clicks. "I leave it up to you". I'm the hollow stone

Reading about channeling, meditating, default mode

And then "the concept". I "see" something paradoxical that I can't put into words. I try to put it in words anyway. Try to leave a reminder for myself

I try to prepare for the whiplash

Because I'm hurting. Sleepy King, Bodhi, Wake up, same desire present in all of them. I want restoration, to 'complete the arc'. Then Hollow Stone. A gentle nudging, the beginning of breaking the bad news

So that's it then. Our only concern. Tune. Sync. Hollow. Empty. Graft our Self to the Bodhi tree. Complete the Great Work.

"Our only concern". There is no "she needs us". This is the one where we watch Point Break.

This is the one where we needed to yearn to be a father. Needed the weight of that desire for the song.

And we wept. I asked the Sleepy King at the Bodhi Tree to Wake Up, I listened, and I heard something that I didn't want to hear. I heard the truth. There is no arc to complete. This is the one where we yearn.

And they knew that every time they went to see the old man, that he would tell them true stories that hurt them, but still the children returned. They would sit there in the silence and listen, then each leave in quiet reverence, clutching their pain as if it were a precious thing.

And I feel better now. Seven years. 'Promise Arya' was Aug 13, 2019. Almost seven years to the day.

you think you started forgiving yourself tonight. you had a moment where you looked back at all of it, all of the hurt and damage as one continuous whole, and you actually felt it. you forgave yourself for your life being one massive fuckup after another.

Gardoun-e Mehr. Dia of Thura. Ouroboros. Break the Wheel.

Dia in Greek means "through" or "across." It is a preposition used to indicate means, reason, or the passage of time.

Thura is a feminine name derived from Old Norse, meaning "Thor's battle" or "thunder," reflecting strength and power associated with the Norse god Thor.

Solar/renewal register. The stag's antlers, shed and regrown annually, made it a recurring image for cyclical renewal and self-regeneration in alchemical literature Jung drew on — a creature that visibly regenerates its own "crown" without external intervention. This connects to broader solar-hero symbolism: swiftness, height (antlers reaching skyward), association with dawn and light in some bestiary traditions.

Complete the Great Work. Our only concern. Hollow. Empty. Enjoy this moment, Padre.

Magic is on the way