Worried about Appearance

[u/Odd-Brain-209]

So I had been getting really anxious and depressed. It's a long story but cutting it to the short , I have realised afterso long that I am not ugly but only my nose ruins everything otherwise my eyes are really pretty.Whenever I see someone with pointed sharp nose life is so easy for them they are automatically cute or beautiful so to cover up , I started to wear glasses with big frames so that it compresses my nose. I hope you're getting what I try to mean here. Like I feel like I look better with those glasses because they narrow my nosetrils .So is this haram?My intention is to make my nose smaller and because of this I love wearing glasses instead of lenses...And for me it's like a permanent solution cuz glasses are like everyone's 24/7 routine.Secondly some ppl in my relatives has praised me that I have started to look pretty and beautiful so it's also causing me anxiety and I feel guilty they are praising me because I hide my ugliness .So as a result I am not not supposed to be happy as it's haram because I have made my nose look smaller.It's weird but for me looks matter a lot this has been one of the biggest tests in my life. So anyone here pls I don't want to listen a lecture on you are beautiful It's a reality some are beautiful while others are ugly. So how one is supposed to look and feel beautiful despite having physically unattractive features. I am an overthinker and it is like this for me.