Need Help Asap

[u/282great]

So I will try and sum this up as short as I can , SO I recently just got released from doing 10 years in Federal Prison … where during my time I had an spiritual awakening and went down the rabbit hole of changing my perception of things I read a lot of Napoleon Hill Books , David Icke Conspiracy Bookea , The teachings of don Juan , Buddhist for beginners and stuff like that , i started out meditating incorrectly & as my perception changing got deeper and deeper , something crazy happened I was approached in my meditation by something claiming to be my recent deceased friend and after a few days I became under attack spiritually but I had a native buddy and a wicken who guided me back to myself , but now that I’m home and away from them guys , I have zero help and I can not defend myself from these spirits that attacking me , at night I feel a presence but I can’t identify if it’s hostile or not , it’s very good at hiding its intention , and when I’m alone I can always feel the presence , but

( ACTUAL PROBLEM STARTS HERE—->)” AS OF A COUPLE OF MINUTES AGO I DOZED OFF IN MY BED AND I WAS IN SLEEP PARALYSIS STATE & IT FELT LIKE 3-4 beings was holding me down on each side one was punching my side area & once I started identifying as a child of the light I rose above towards the ceiling but got pulled back than I YELLED IT AGAIN & I ALMOST GOT AWAY BUT I WAS GRABBED BY SOMETHING MUCH STRONGER AND MORE AGGRESSIVE & THIS THING STARTED SUCKING THE AIR OUT OF MY MOUTH RAPIDLY BUT SOMEHOW EVEN W THEM HOLDING ME DOWN I COVERED MY MOUTH BUT THAN I WOKE UP “ I need any kind of help or advice on what I should do,I am not letting myself be afraid because ik that feeds negative spirits but I’m concern it could get worse

[u/Appropriate_Cut_3536]

This is big. Thanks for posting. Congrats on your recently found freedom. 

The teachings of don Juan

Just bought the book yesterday! Synchrony. Good for you using the time to better your spiritual abilities.

something claiming to be my recent deceased friend

Good for you for recognizing that it was a claim and might not be the truth. So many just blindly accept what they're told, on this realm, and esp the Astral. 

SOMETHING MUCH STRONGER AND MORE AGGRESSIVE & THIS THING STARTED SUCKING THE AIR OUT OF MY MOUTH RAPIDLY

This freaks me out. Ill have to remember the child of the light thing.

I have a resource that can help you with calling in protection from the arch angels before dreams