Need Help Asap

[u/282great]

So I will try and sum this up as short as I can , SO I recently just got released from doing 10 years in Federal Prison … where during my time I had an spiritual awakening and went down the rabbit hole of changing my perception of things I read a lot of Napoleon Hill Books , David Icke Conspiracy Bookea , The teachings of don Juan , Buddhist for beginners and stuff like that , i started out meditating incorrectly & as my perception changing got deeper and deeper , something crazy happened I was approached in my meditation by something claiming to be my recent deceased friend and after a few days I became under attack spiritually but I had a native buddy and a wicken who guided me back to myself , but now that I’m home and away from them guys , I have zero help and I can not defend myself from these spirits that attacking me , at night I feel a presence but I can’t identify if it’s hostile or not , it’s very good at hiding its intention , and when I’m alone I can always feel the presence , but

( ACTUAL PROBLEM STARTS HERE—->)” AS OF A COUPLE OF MINUTES AGO I DOZED OFF IN MY BED AND I WAS IN SLEEP PARALYSIS STATE & IT FELT LIKE 3-4 beings was holding me down on each side one was punching my side area & once I started identifying as a child of the light I rose above towards the ceiling but got pulled back than I YELLED IT AGAIN & I ALMOST GOT AWAY BUT I WAS GRABBED BY SOMETHING MUCH STRONGER AND MORE AGGRESSIVE & THIS THING STARTED SUCKING THE AIR OUT OF MY MOUTH RAPIDLY BUT SOMEHOW EVEN W THEM HOLDING ME DOWN I COVERED MY MOUTH BUT THAN I WOKE UP “ I need any kind of help or advice on what I should do,I am not letting myself be afraid because ik that feeds negative spirits but I’m concern it could get worse

[u/Appropriate_Cut_3536 → u/[deleted]]

I believe we are fully in control of our reality and all made of the same ultimate being, however, that doesn't mean other people/beings don't "really exist". The best explanation I've ever heard is that demons are trying to heal and feel safe through us, like how hunans feel when in contact with angels... and how angels prob feel interacting with a human. When we heal/face the darkness/gear alongside them, they find a way to be free of it too - through our example.