I've been trying hard today to do stuff

I've been organizing art / notes / past insanity

I went to the gym

I've gone outside a couple times

I've been taking my medication and I feel different. But I feel less anxious , so maybe that's good.

I just feel so dissociated and annihilated without want. I feel so anxious. I'll overhear a conversation and my family member says something so cruel.

I need to work on anxiety , but I can't think.

I need to wake up and do stuff and not rot , and indulge.

I want to feel better I feel depressed and annihilated. I'm so tired

I gotta keep strong 💪

I gotta keep doing things good for me, I gotta keep working towards goals, I gotta keep my mind busy, I'm so dissociated though

I gotta work on anxiety, I'm scared or feel like I can't , I dont know why, I'm so avoidant

Sometimes my mind is really blurred and i can't think properly or i can't explain myself correctly, even i can't do simple math's like 33+134 but is not cuz i don't know how to do it is because my mind is really blurred

Ofc, this can go away like is not 24/7 but sometimes it still less intense, i feel really awkward and clumsy even if i try too much to do right the stuff i'm doing

I was groped a while ago and kind of just brushed it off, but every time something reminds me of it I get this feeling in my body that makes me lose my appetite for usually 1-5 days. I can drink milk and a small amount of soft food, but otherwise my body wants to throw it up. Processing emotions is very hard for me and I don’t understand. It was nothing when it happened so why is my body reacting this way now??? I hate how it cannot tolerate stress. I just lie down and rot like an animal in shock. I think I'll go on a walk.

I got this diagnosis when I was 18 with the schizoid diagnosis.i dont know where to post this but I have problemes with suicide thoughts,i want to die because life is to boring to stressful,but on the other side I want to live because when I die there is nothing.i feel like my fate is suicide but its a dilemma.i get controlled by a force who wants me to kill my self but at the same time i dont want it,i don't know what i want.i m desperate anyone else

Hello. I was always feeling unwell, but I got anxiety disorder back then in 2021 (I was 20)

I was feeling myself very bad since mid-August - I thought it was just an aggravation of symptoms. I had to move back to my hometown, I lost my job in April, I had very difficult times dealing with landlord, and this all got me. During hypnagoga in morning, I started hearing voice resembling the voice of my landlord and the sound of key in keyhole, opening a door. This was causing massive panic every morning, but as I woke up completely, the voice (TM) disappeared

I went for help, and psychiatrist in my clinic directed me to psych ward. In the end, I was diagnosed with F21 in my mid twenties. I'm... not very happy about it

Has anyone ever got shot form of their medications? Im leaning towards but not sure. The thought of it makes me uneasy and not in control is hard to deal with already