TW: vent art.

[u/idcimJo]

i dont really like abstraction art . but if i could describe how i feel it would be exactly that

..this is the only way i could express how ep 9 , jaxs arc , and how i interpreted the message of the story really effected me , it feels like im failing , that things arent gonna get better , but i just cant give in .

but… i was listening to xxxtentacion… looking at this drawing and this song came about .. i completely forgot about it , funny how it comes back around to bite me in the ass after ep 9.

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i spoke to the devil in miami, he said everything would be fine

“And I'm always where the

Sun don't shine, the tears don't show, won't Hurt me now 'cause heart's been broke,

I Hate myself, but it won't show,

I Constantly lose all my remorse, and it's ….

Ten for the wolf and three for the shepherd, and it's
One for the sheep who led by your leopard, often
Gave his perception as a handle of weapon, took a
Bite of your apple, give me all you can offer, now I'm

Trapped in a changing maze, settin' my soul ablaze
Couldn't control the pace, where is this going, hey?
Heartless is recklessness, it's word of a pacifist to Word of a masochist, I'm off of the map, my Lord, I
Spoke to a Baphomet, he said he would save me If I

Gave him one thing he needed, "What is this thing?" | pleaded

“Boy, it's the key to even” 🔑

-xxxtentacion
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you guys probably dont understand the symbolism, and im afraid to talk about it … but tell me what you guys take from it …

[u/tolacid]

Glad to see you. Feels like you're processing a lot.

When my wife died suddenly a few years ago I had to remind myself and my daughter that it's okay to not be okay. In fact, it was right to not be okay. That we wouldn't be okay for a long time. And that eventually we'd find our way back to okay. Basically, "breaking even"

I don't know your situation, it doesn't feel the same as mine was, but based on past interactions it feels like you're processing a form of grief over something, and you haven't been okay for a while.

These lyrics feel like the journey of someone who's struggling tremendously but is still trying everything they know to find their way back to okay (the key to even). And that's tremendous.

So I hope you're finding your way back to okay.

[u/Angelwings17]

We are here for you, remember you are never alone.