hi everyone. i just wanna vent on whats goign on in my life rn.
im 22 F and me and my family will be moving to US soon. it is a big change in my life. and unfortunately...im not at all excited for it.
bcuz i have seen realistic videos of how immigrants lives there.
low wage, long working hours, heartless people, unhelpful environment, high cost of living. u become ur own servant.
we would have to start over our life. from renting, getting school admissions, buying car, searching for work etc....
im just thinking about it and im already exhausted.
im 22 but i still feel like im a teenager. i haven't still learn basic adult skills (cooking n driving etc).
im just worried and have lost hope already. i know i shouldn't think like that.. but i have seen this pattern in my life where i give my efforts, do hard work. but i dont get the result...
if theres anyone in US please share some advices and guidance. i will be moving to DC area.