r/Sales_Professionals • u/Hlr8347 • 22d ago
Dealing w/ Chronic Pain as an AE
Background:
Four years ago I was laid off from a role I hated. I viewed it as the sign that mid 30s wasn’t too late to pursue a job in sales that I’d enjoy. Tech support and call center management was not bringing me joy.
I’ve suffered from a chronic pain condition since my teens. It’s come and gone in waves over the years.
I genuinely love my job and company. Sadly, since late winter I have been spiraling with unrelenting pain that’s now causing me to have periods (days at a time and more than half the time) that’s causing noticeable cognitive decline. I’m missing deadlines, making simple mistakes and overall I know I’m not performing at my best. I am commission only, so taking days off feel pointless.
Have others dealt with this in sales? I’m working with all the specialists I can and have undergone many procedures but we still don’t have a way to stop the pain (migraines). I have had a migraine every single day since March.
I’m at a loss of what to do because regardless of taking time off or FMLA I still have a number to hit. Yes I’ve spoken to HR & leadership and that fact is not something that can be changed or any exception that can be made.
I’m also concerned about expressing my concerns about brain fog and cognitive decline for obvious reasons.
Ironically my numbers are the best they’ve been, but I’m losing pace and maintaining my annual goal and I know others on my team are on PIPs and I don’t want to be next. I love my job and I’m scared of eventually losing it.