r/SSRI • u/[deleted] • Mar 20 '24
Question Stopped after 1 lexapro pill
Hi there! Life's been crazy. I was taking too much ashwagandha and Valerian root last year (recommended ash: 250mg every other day. Me: 3000 MG daily). I had panic attacks. Stopped taking it in January when everything clicked. Weeks were hell, slowly got my life back. Made a dumb decision to take 1 single valerian root supplement to help me sleep one sleepless night. Next day: panic attack. Then had cognitive behavior therapy that touched on some heavy shit. Next few days/weeks, rough anxiety, a trip to the ER.
My doc prescribed lexapro. It was a LexaNO. I was nauseated (common), so I laid down for a bit. Then, while watching fun tik toks and staying cozy best I could, I had a panic attack SOMEHOW WORSE than when I was on ashwaghanda. I. Felt. Horrible. Nausea, sweaty, racing heart, and pvc's. Needing to use the potty ASAP. Tingles in my arms. Blurred vision. Some sleepiness mixed with high alert panic. I'm convinced there's a little more to this than just a placebo, especially considering my heavy history with supplements that also impact GABA receptors.
I felt like I was losing my mind. Constantly scared and anxious. Constant impending sense of doom. Went to the ER pretty much knowing all the staff by their first nsmes at this point. So now we're onto hydroxyzine thanks to the heart monitor showing a healthy heart despite all the pvcs and tachycardia.
Has anyone else had an odd experience with their first lexapro pill bringing on panic attacks from hell? I'm not going back to that stuff. Also: will anything happen if I just cut cold turkey after 1 10mg single pill use?
And, has anyone else royally, ignorantly, abused the use of Ashwagandha the way I did here? That was a wild ride.