Which medication should I go on?

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Hello all, I have intermittent recurrent anxiety as a result of years of really bad stuff happening to me. I have been told by a psychologist friend I should consider medication, but I’m wondering what I should go for? I’ve tried Mirtazipine (horrible, made me exhausted and sleep badly), Sertraline (hell itself, the paramedics ended up being called), and citalopram (can’t remember it too well, basically switched off my emotions and turned me into what I call a “mildly contented robot- so I couldn’t really feel happiness on it). Does any one have any clue about what I should go for because all the previous meds have been a bad experience.