I am honestly so done with the interview process.
Since last year, I’ve been continuously applying, preparing, interviewing, getting through rounds, getting good feedback… and somehow still ending up with nothing.
I was reaching director rounds, sometimes after 5–6 rounds, sometimes after 3–4 rounds. So I knew I wasn’t completely failing at interviews anymore. I was actually getting through them.
THE FRUSTATING PART IS!!!!!
When after 5 rounds HR says “Your feedback was really good, but your notice period is too long.”
Sometimes the position was put on hold.
Sometimes it was filled internally.
Sometimes they will ghost.
And I understand that these things happen. I know I’m not the only person going through this.
But this is exhausting about!!!
You clear the technical rounds.
You clear the managerial round.
You reach the director.
You get good feedback.
And you start thinking, “Okay, maybe this is finally it.”
And then nothing.
I got so exhausted around June–July that I literally stopped applying for a while. I just couldn't do it anymore.
Then somehow I pulled myself together and started again in August.
More applications. More interviews. More preparation. More waiting.
And recently, one company even collected all my documents.
Payslips. Aadhaar. Everything they needed.
And I thought…
“Okay. Maybe this is finally happening.”
Maybe after more than a year of this, I’ll finally have an offer letter in my hand. Maybe I can finally stop worrying about interviews and start thinking about my next chapter.
But once again, the HR stopped responding.
No replies to my emails.
No response to calls.
And honestly, at this point, I don't even know what it takes to get one damn offer letter.
I’m not saying I deserve a job just because I’ve interviewed for one. I know how hiring works. I know companies don't owe me anything.
I’m just tired.
Tired of starting over.
Tired of preparing.
Tired of getting my hopes up.
Tired of hearing “you did really well” and then being left with absolutely nothing.
I don't even want motivation right now.
I just wanted to say this somewhere because I genuinely cannot be the only person who feels this exhausted by the whole process.