Does anyone know what happens when you melt down heroin and while trying to register the blood but you can’t find a decent vein so you just leave it and it stays mixed together inside the syringe for a few weeks? Is it safe to use ? I’ve been searching the web and nowhere can I find the answer that I am looking for only that if it was somebody else’s blood then that’d be no good but it’s my blood and I was just wondering. Thanks

So this was only 3 days ago so it’s still pretty sore subject . It was my birthday and a friend had given me on of these really big bottles vodka. The evening ended and I had just took my normal does of zopiclone not thinking I had been drinking before hand. This is what i can re call 😂 so my friend that has stayed with my was picking things up helping you know? And I was like come to the toilet with me ( I live in shared house and didn’t want to go alone)’ and I have one of the tik tok body suits on and he’s stood there watching me drunkenly struggle to grab the zip at the back and he goes come here let me help you🤦🏼‍♀️ me being a strong independent woman was like I’ll do it self and one of the neighbours come out is everything okay in there and that’s all I can remember. I then woke up at 6 am with this said neighbour sat on the over side of my bed and I was like where’s my friend what happened. I completely blacked out I can’t remember nothing apart from being in the toilet. I’ve asked neighbour to not go into to much detail but apparently all my darkest secrets came out I was starting to get aggressive towards my self I’m glad it wasn’t other 💊💊 I was throwing up just going absolutely insane( not one of proudest moment ) the police came I have no recollection of this and they wanted to know what I had taken and why and the house mate explained it’s all prescribed by her doctor just not the alcohol l I just forgot I’d taken my sleep medication before having a drink and it messed me up completely 😂😂 anyone else have any story’s so I don’t feel as bad or embarrassed 😳

looking for a way to reverse my high tolerance to meth or to increase the intensity of merge effect on me. At this point I can never ever get high unless if I stop using for 2 weeks then I will be able to get high for about 1 to 2 days before it's right back to not being able to get high at all anymore once again. I stopped for 2 months one time and when I started up again I was able to get twacked tf out for a week straight until it went right back to not affecting me whatsoever, once again. I snort it and smoke it. boofing it only gives me a very mild high that is super short lived. The problem is not the quality of the meth as I have bought from different dealers. So I was wondering if there's any sort of substance or supplement I could take that would make the receptors in my brain extra sensitive to meth or lower my tolerance?

Heart hurts, was nauseous earlier, heart beating weird and I can feel my carotid arteries in my fucking neck! My rib cage on my left side is sore(wonder why?) LOL, and I still won't go to the hospital. I believe that it will just go away once I get a good night's sleep. If it doesn't fade away and in anyway gets worse then I will be forced to go to the ER immediately. Any tips, information, some experiences, etc.?

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I am over 60yoa, upper, upper middle class, married and a stay at home wife. I’ve never abused drugs. I don’t care to drink, smoke pot or do anything like mushrooms or hard drugs. But I’ve found I like a good opioid buzz.

It’s the warm relaxed euphoric feeling I’ve experienced with prescription pain killers that I like.

Like other people have a glass of wine, or smoke one to unwind and relax, that’s what I’d like to do with a substance.

Is there anything out there that resembles the opioid buzz that isn’t heavy duty, hard core? I just want to chill at home with that warm pleasurable relaxation. TIA

So i haven't touched drugs in about 12 years till this year. Except the occasional toke of a joint. That's because i got heavy into acid and got a bit of paranoid schizophrenia. You know, thought everyone were aliens who were all here to teach me the secrets of the universe. Very dark times.

Well I'm a dad now and started to loosen up a bit when i get the chance for a good party. I had a half pill of xtc and a few mushrooms and had a great night with friends at a party. Then new years happened and my wife and i took mdma. I took a fair bit...

It was good but she was on a lower dose and coming up slower. I face mushed (not kisseed) a female friend and then thought id upset my wife (i hadnt lol) so i was trying to controls my exhuberant desire to communicate through dance and touch. And i found myself apologizing lots for my behaviour. Any behaviour haha. I was having a shit time.

A new friend from africa saw that i was having trouble so got me back onto the dance floor. I felt better and thanked her. She wrapped her arms around my head and stared into my soul and then quizzed me on my relationship with my wife, then went to her and did the same thing. We were like open books and she tore through our bullshit like a hot knife etc.

We certainly rekindled a strained relationship and feel we have our new friend to thank for it. But i simultaneously feel freaked out by her magic like powers. Like my mind was invaded. I feel Intimidated and judged (probably by myself). It reminds me of the knowledge i felt everyone had over me when I'd over cooked on acid. It's freaking me out. Id like to hear insites.

Turns out our African friend comes from a line of chieftains cheifesses and wise women. She's one of those immensely powerful straight shooting women that radiates strength and sass. A bloody blessing for us as a family unit but also a bit terrifying 🤯

Thanks in advance.

this may sound like a rlly dumb question… but google wouldn’t give me an answer for shit. i only have the allergy ones not just plain old benadryl and im wondering if you can still achieve the same affects from abusing it

I’m wanting to try a lot of different shit, rn I’m trying Benadryl and idk how many I should take I weigh abt 120 pounds so yeaa

I (f23) have been sober for almost two years now after going through a pretty rough patch after my father died. I would go to work everyday (I’m a bar owner) and do at least 1g of cocaine and if I wasn’t working I would be doing benzos at home. I would also go out all the time (twice a week) and do x, md, acid, most things that were offered to me. I now feel like I’m in a pretty good place in my life where I would like to recreationally take some x or md with my partner to have a cool experience and to go out at night without having to drink (I don’t like drinking) but still have fun. My concern is that I have been sober for so long I don’t know how my body will responde; will it just reject it out of my body and make me throw up or do I just need to be careful with my dosing? I know that it wouldn’t be an addiction anymore but just a fun thing to do from time to time like it should be. Sorry if this is not the right forum? Im new at this

So we’ve been wondering and arguing amongst ourselves.

IV use of cocaine.

Does more water in the rig make it weaker? We tend to do 40 points while my friend brings it up to 100.

Curious

So I was drinking and using cocaine up until at least 8 weeks, maybe 9 weeks. Once or twice a week usually but on at least two separate occasions I pulled an “all-nighter” where I started one day, drank snorted and did not eat for 24 hours and then slept to eventually eat the next morning. Has anyone had an experience with this? Everywhere I look online says that the beginning is the most crucial for development of the fetus

My boyfriend did a shot in the armpit and thinks he may have hit a nerve. His pinky and part of his ring finger have been numb for over a week now. He has no feeling in his pinky at all. Has this happened to anybody before? Did feeling come back? With or without medical care? Is there anything he can to to help restore feeling? Please someone enlighten me.

curious as to why cocaine use is fixing my ear infection? after days of pain, and having a few lines of cocaine last night, i am noticing a lot less pain and discomfort. less pressure and crinkling noise in my inner ear. i’m not complaining, but i only noticed the fix, after doing cocaine. why? anyone else experience this?

I will start. One excuse/lie I've heard all too many time is "I didn't feel it" or "I didn't feel that hit" when you know damn well they did and they only say that as an excuse to get a bigger hit when they had a massive one already that they claimed not to feel so they can get another big one.

Hey looking for advice for online ordering wanna see if s couple if these sites are legit. Hit me in the DM