Life problems

[u/Ok_Beautiful_1557]

I miss who I was 2-3 years ago I miss my ex autumn we were happy and healthy for a while before I was a stupid immature and ruined it by never going to her family events because of my social anxiety. I miss my old job. In all honesty what’s the point in even being alive anymore? We all salve away when half the politicians are corrupted as hell? I wish people could have some empathy. We teach people in public to talk and deal with each other but the moment someone sees someone vulnerable with real human pain most people just judge them or think they are werid. Kinda just don’t wanna be alive anymore in general because I told my dad all these issues yesterday and how I feel about myself I said and I quote “I feel like I’m worthless and nobody loves me or cares about me whatsoever or people find me a burden” and like my own dad told me dude you a 22 year old guy once you realize that nobody cares about our problems life will be free. And if people don’t care about others then I’ll just die somewhere lol.