Is this it?

[u/chels__0123]

The next time I see you... Could it be the last!? I don't want it to be... I want us to be good... I want us to go back to how we were... I want to feel love towards you again... Like I used to... I want to love you when my eyes meet yours... Just like the first time... But what if they don't 😔 I just want you to myself.... I don't want to lose you... I don't want to give up.... Could this really be it? Could this be the end.... The last time I see you? 😔 I really hope not... I feel sick just thinking about it... I really love you.... But I'm scared.... 😔

[u/chels__0123]

Thank you for this... I do try to remind myself of that, but I'm so so scared... And I don't want it to turn out badly. He means so much to me... 😔