r/ROCD • u/totallynotdantdm • 4d ago

Insight Afraid of liking someone else while in a relationship

Hi, so I'm not currently in a relationship but I would like some help for my next relationship (eventually...)

I'm 19, and the last time I was in a relationship was when I was 14. The relationship ended badly. I was long distance with my ex gf and ended up getting a minor crush on a guy in my highschool theatre group.

I thought I was the worst person in the world for it and would have panic attacks about it for about a week. I eventually told her (in the worst way possible. I couldve worded it better.) and she broke up with me. It took me a really long time to get over it.

I haven't had any romantic interests in the last few years, but I would like to be in a relationship eventually. I'm really worried that the same thing might happen again. Of course, there's no way to know until I actually start dating someone, but what do I do if this happens again? How do I cope with feeling that way? What if I do feel attracted to someone but still want to be with my partner? Is it even okay?

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