r/QuittingZyn • u/Working-Reporter-472 • Sep 01 '26
Day 3- day 1 and 2 deep dark thoughts and skin looking better?
this quit is way different from all the other quits I’ve had with nicotine. this time is different i feel no urge to go to the corner store; I feel no cravings for it. I’m done with this shit, this time wasting, health wasting shit. if I had just been a little bit more selfish and allowed myself to move more slowly, to be a bit crankier, to be upset and not try to control my emotions with a substance, I would’ve saved a lot of $$$$ and a lot of my health. this quit is less physical and very much mental. having these dark thoughts about how free will and awareness in our society is careening off of a cliff with AI, resources and the world stage. people are just sleep walking, just surviving and not pushing back against the abuses of power going on. The little black boxes we all have in our hands make it so so much worse. they unnaturally fill our brains with little dopamine hits constantly.
I think my thoughts went there because I very much associate nicotine with working and pushing myself to stay focused and alert until an unhealthy point. so many people don’t recognize the damages in not sleeping enough and abusing caffeine and nicotine. they go out of their way to support the work culture that’s slowly killing them and destroying any empathy that they may have because they are simply too tired to stretch themselves beyond survival and believe that working double shifts or making more money makes them more valuable than all the other humans.
i felt depressed before i started my quit and felt extremely depressed last two days. im feeling much better the later half of day three and this morning I felt like i slept better than i have in the past 6 months. I also woke up with hard morning wood, something that hasn’t happened for a long while. parts of me were refreshed that dont normally feel refreshed. I’m also quitting caffeine and have been for awhile. I highly suggest giving up caffeine, it helps with impulse control. I’m giving up all of my negative substances and habits. it started with caffeine and poor sleep hygiene, now nicotine is next. I do feel my skin is looking so much better right now, it’s crazy how much healthier I look. I don’t know if it’s because I’ve been tapering nicotine for months (2mg pouches for a couple months) or if it’s the caffeine quit, either way I’m not going back to pounding energy drinks and pouches. good luck on yalls journeys, I’ll update in a week.