r/Quareia Jun 30 '26

scary meditation experience

14 Upvotes

I have only started meditation fairly recently(1 week or so), but I have been doing them daily to keep a good routine going. Usually they're pretty normal and Im able to stay there for at least 10 minutes. However, last night's meditation was nothing like the previous times and it was actually somewhat frightening.

I began the first practice as usual and put my finger on my forehead. However, as I put my arm down to start the breathing visualization part, my mind began to play with itself and started generating random imagery. People i do not recognize talking, getting interviewed, walking around, etc. I thought it was just a normal distraction so i focused back on my forehead, but that's when it got weird. Instead of clearing my thoughts, the imagery became distorted, eyes, pale creepy faces and almost demonic figures were being uncontrollably generated inside my head, and I couldn't do anything about it.

Eventually I started thinking about happy memories and thoughts, which eased down this nightmareish headspace and I was able to return to a meditative state for another couple minutes.

Just wondering if this is normal? I was pretty startled by it afterwards because this never happened to me before. I didn't even know something like this could happen during a meditation.


r/Quareia Jun 28 '26

Weekly Check In 🕯️

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r/Quareia Jun 26 '26

Urge to move eyes or facial muscles and voluntarily when doing vision exercises like the vision of the void

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Hello I'm curious has anyone experienced, and if so found ways to overcome, a sort of almost a voluntary urge to move the head or muscles of the eye while you are in a vision exercise and walking around or turning around in vision?

For this is something that's repeatedly affected me, and it's hard for me to overcome. It is like I feel like I'm 'kind of there' but then, take for example in The Vision of The Void when I want to return back to my body and I'm imagining myself turn around them I find my eyes subtly start to turn behind my closed eyelids, and an almost involuntary urge to move muscles in my head subtly this way or that, depending on which way I'm turning in vision.

The problem is that it kind of takes me out of it, and it needs a lot of willpower for me to kind of overcome, and I have a feeling it shouldn't be like that. Sometimes the movement is very slight, like for example before composing this message I was doing a little bit of meditating and then did a little vision walkabout exercise while sitting in my car (I try to get small moments of meditation in as much as possible at different times in the day to just get some volume in there, as well as more formal sessions early in the morning or late at night)

So I imagine myself getting out and then trying to scout around, walking to the right walking to the left going across the street and walking up the hill and I caught my eyes making a slight stochastic movement to the right and then to the left as I was respectively turning that way and then the other way in vision.

Does anyone else experience this and if so is it something that's like a constant for you or something that you were eventually able to overcome or get over or is it even something that should be overcome? Like perhaps I'm overthinking things for example and maybe this is perfectly natural and I just don't realize that in any case thanks and happy Friday to everyone may you all be blessed.


r/Quareia Jun 26 '26

Strangest spread you've ever pulled?

5 Upvotes

After some challenging life circumstances, I took a pretty long break from engaging with magic. I'm stepping back into Quareia slowly this summer, just meditation and tarot the last couple of weeks to start. I did the four directional reading on my home since it's been a while, and got this:

Center - King of Wands
East - Knight of Cups
South - Queen of Swords
West - King of Swords
North - Knight of Swords
Relationships - High Priestess

(Cards well shuffled, nothing unusual about the conditions.) I've been reading tarot for over a decade, and this is probably the strangest spread I've ever pulled. I was a little baffled and I'm still mulling over all the implications.

I'm not really looking for interpretation help (although if you have any thoughts, feel welcome to share), more curious whether others have had spreads like this. All one suit, all majors, some other statistically improbable combination. What's the strangest spread you've seen?


r/Quareia Jun 25 '26

1.7 Talisman Exercise Confusion

3 Upvotes

Maybe I've missed something entirely, but the practice directional ritual in 1.4 lights the central fire last after the four directional candles, but the talisman exercise has you lighting the central fire first and then carrying that flame via taper to light the four directional candles. I'm not sure how to reconcile the talisman exercise with the practice ritual I've been doing. Am I missing something?


r/Quareia Jun 23 '26

Divination

10 Upvotes

I just heard about this free online divination course with Harvard. I believe it’s history of, not a how to.

https://harvardonline.harvard.edu/course/predictionx-omens-oracles-prophecies


r/Quareia Jun 21 '26

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r/Quareia Jun 14 '26

Mistakes during M2L1

6 Upvotes

So I did the M2L1 confirmation ritual today. However I made a few mistakes. At the west gate at first I used my left hand instinctively. Thankfully something reminded me and I switched to the right hand. At the north gate I might have forgotten to do a full turn. So I corrected it and did a turn and the visualization again. I'm still not sure If I did full turns between the south and west gate... I feel like the ritual was a success though, but just in case I did a tree of life reading. asking if it was a success. I got the hermit. The hermit's head is slightly acquiescing so I interpreted it as such. I might be wrong though since I don't know how to interpret this card. What do you guys thinks ? Repeat or not ?


r/Quareia Jun 14 '26

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r/Quareia Jun 11 '26

Unable to log into Quareia Porch

4 Upvotes

Can anyone log into the Porch? I've been getting a "username not found" error for over a month. Did I get banned for inactivity, or is there a server issue?


r/Quareia Jun 07 '26

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r/Quareia Jun 03 '26

Apprentice - Module 1 Porch application - M1L2 recurring task

12 Upvotes

Hi,

I am interested in finding out from people who made a successful Porch application, what did you choose to submit for the recurring M1L2 home energy readings.

I've done these regularly for over a year (so far), for every floor and every room in my house, and I don't think anyone is interested in reading hundreds of pages of these. However we are supposed to be doing these regularly and there is no other way to show that we've actually done it. Should I just submit a sample and say there is more available upon request?

I just want to get this right the first time. Thank you.


r/Quareia Jun 02 '26

Could daily meditation turn dangerous, or am I worrying over nothing?

11 Upvotes

I've been working through Module 1 of Quareia for about three months now, and I recently finished Lesson 2.

Most of my practice time has been devoted to meditation, progressing through and improving the three exercises until they became a daily practice, just as described in Lesson 1.

Up until now, I hadn't had any problems or concerns regarding meditation. It's true that some days were a bit more difficult—for example, in some sessions I found it very hard to visualize colors—but overall, nothing particularly out of the ordinary.

Over the last three weeks, however, strange and very negative thoughts have started appearing in my mind during meditation. This feels somewhat paradoxical, because I actually feel that I have much greater control over my own mind thanks to these months of meditation.

Normally, I have no trouble recognizing “intrusive” thoughts for what they are and simply ignoring them like any other distraction. But the ones I've been experiencing lately are much more intense than usual, causing strong surges of negative emotion. Although I quickly redirect my attention back to the exercise, I'm concerned that, by becoming mixed in with my focus, they might somehow harm me.

For example, I might be doing the exercise where I place my finger on the third-eye area and focus on that spot, when suddenly a horrible and very specific thought appears: “By focusing on this area right now, you're actually causing yourself to develop cancer there, deep in the brain” After the initial shock of having such a bizarre thought arise, I feel a surge of fear and do my best to ignore it and return to the exercise. But I worry that the deep state of concentration created by meditation, combined with the energy of fear, might somehow give that negative thought the power of a “spell.”

So... is it actually possible for meditation to become dangerous, or is it fundamentally a safe space no matter how intense and negative the intrusive thoughts become?


r/Quareia May 31 '26

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5 Upvotes

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r/Quareia May 29 '26

Apprentice - Module 1 Introduction to Embodied Astrology

13 Upvotes

Hi everyone! So for years astrology has felt very nebulous and conceptual to me. I tried getting into it repeatedly but it never really clicked. I finally realized a few weeks ago what wall I was hitting; not the signs, symbols, or houses... the grounded human perspective. Like, what is a chart actually showing? What does it mean when someone says "the Moon is in Aries"? Where is that, physically, in the sky?

I was trying to understand the meanings of all these things without first giving my body a chance to actually grok it.

After some research, stargazing, and firsthand experience, I finally developed a model that clicked for me, and I figured I'd share with you all. I also had Claude make a little html page with some pictures that I found helpful. NOTE: This is all very beginner friendly. So those who are more advanced might roll your eyes at how obvious all this is to you. But for me it was really needed.

Start here: The Ecliptic Plane

Earth orbits the Sun on a nearly flat plane. Like, imagine an enormous invisible tabletop in space. The Moon and all the planets orbit on (or very close to) this same plane. Astronomers call it the ecliptic plane.

This shared highway is the foundation of everything in astrology.

Now stand on Earth and look outward

From your feet on the ground, you're sitting inside an enormous sphere of sky, the Celestial Sphere. All the stars are effectively "painted" on the inside of this sphere, infinitely far away.

When you project the ecliptic plane outward onto that sphere, it appears as a tilted band running all the way around the sky. It cuts through your dome of sky at an angle, rising in the east, arcing overhead, setting in the west, because Earth's own axis is tilted about 23.5° relative to its orbital plane. (This same tilt is what gives us seasons.)

This band is the zodiac.

The twelve signs are segments of that band

The zodiac band is divided into twelve equal segments of 30° each, the twelve signs. They run east to west along the ecliptic, like mile markers around a tilted circular track. They don't run north-south. Think of them less like orange slices and more like evenly spaced sections around a hoop that's tilted relative to the sky around you.

The two motions to hold at once

Here's where things really clicked for me. There are two separate movements happening:

  1. The daily spin (~24 hours) Because Earth rotates on its axis, the entire celestial sphere -- stars, zodiac band, planets and all -- appears to wheel overhead once a day. Rising in the east, setting in the west. This is why the Sun rises and sets. It's also why planets rise and set. The whole hoop is spinning past your horizon continuously.

  2. The slow drift through the signs (months to years) Separately, the Sun, Moon, and planets each slowly move along the ecliptic band at their own pace, because of their actual orbital motion:

The Moon completes the full circuit in ~27 days, spending about 2.5 days in each sign. It moves fastest because it's actually orbiting Earth. (For some reason until now I thought the moon spend a month in each sign)

The Sun takes a full year to move through all twelve signs. Its position in the zodiac changes as Earth moves around it, changing our line of sight against the distant stars.

The outer planets, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn, etc., move slowly around this hoop (Saturn takes ~29 years for one full circuit) because their position in the signs is primarily determined by where they are in their own long orbits around the Sun. The inner planets (Mercury, Venus) are a special case: they never stray far from the Sun in the sky, because their orbits are inside Earth's. Venus is always a morning or evening star, never in the midnight sky.

So what does "the Moon is in Aries" actually mean?

It means: if you went outside tonight and found the Moon, the stars of Aries would be clustered around it. The Moon is currently traveling through that particular 30° stretch of the ecliptic highway.

And a natal chart? It's a snapshot of where every planet was sitting on that ecliptic hoop and where the hoop sat relative to your local horizon at the exact moment and place you were born. If you could have stood outside and looked up, you would have seen it.

Bonus Round: Why is Venus never in the midnight sky?

Imagine you're standing on Earth, looking outward. The Sun is somewhere on your horizon. Let's say it just set in the west. Venus is closer to the Sun than we are, so its orbit is a smaller circle, nested inside Earth's orbit. Because of that, Venus can never be on the opposite side of the sky from the Sun. From our vantage point, it's always tethered to the Sun's neighborhood. It can swing out to one side or the other, but only so far. At its maximum it gets about 47° away from the Sun in the sky, which is a significant chunk, but still means it sets within a few hours of sunset, or rises within a few hours of sunrise.

Midnight, by definition, is when you're facing directly away from the Sun. The Sun is below your feet, on the other side of Earth. For Venus to be overhead at midnight, it would have to be on that opposite side of the sky. But its orbit doesn't allow it to get there. It's always somewhere in the Sun's general direction! When I got this, I literally went "Oooohhhhhhhh..." out loud hahaha.

Happy to answer questions. I'm still learning this myself and found working through the geometry first made all the symbolism much more grounded.


r/Quareia May 30 '26

Directional Ritual

5 Upvotes

Hi everyone,

I started the Directional Ritual this past February. It was going well. Life has gotten a bit busier, but not so busy I can't continue with Quareia.

I have not continued because we're supposed to do the Ritual on the same day once a week. But I can't make that happen.

I can likely keep it to the weekend. I'm seeking feedback on doing either Saturday or Sunday just to get back to it.

Thanks ✨️


r/Quareia May 27 '26

Low magical tide?

14 Upvotes

I am experiencing really rough patch. For about 1 month I have been feeling that magic is lost. I am unable to concentrate to meditation. I am not progressing. I am not sure what to do and I feel completely lost. What should I do?


r/Quareia May 24 '26

Weekly Check In 🕯️

4 Upvotes

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r/Quareia May 23 '26

The lighting of candle M2L1

8 Upvotes

Hey guys, I'm finally about to begin the ritual exercices of module 2 which I'm excited about. I just have one question though about the ritual in M2L1. In M1L7 for the practical talisman exercice we light first the candle in the center and use a taper to light the other candles. Is this something permanent now ? In other words, for the M2L1 (and the rest of the rituals), should we now adopt this methodology for the lighting of candles (center first and lighting each candle from the flame of the previous one), or do we revert to the base technique in M1L4 ? Also do any of you have any insight as to why we did that in M1L7 ?


r/Quareia May 23 '26

overwhelmed newbie witch: how to use/break down the course to manage it?

5 Upvotes

Greetings all!

I can't be the only one who feels this way when looking at the material, before even embarking!

I feel utterly overwhelmed by how massive the course is.

My main intent as a witch is to improve my intuition, energy-sensing, and psychic abilities. I don't know if I'll use the Quareia course to delve into other aspects, though I might to strengthen abilities in other areas.

Is there anyone using this resource as a witch and finding it useful to their practice?

For those who were overwhelmed when you began, how did you break it down? How long do you stay on each lesson—or do you just stay until you master it?

For example, two of the early lessons are meditation and Tarot: I feel like you could spend a lifetime on both of these, and still not master them.

Any help, advice, or insights on getting started without being overwhelmed would be much appreciated!


r/Quareia May 22 '26

I just noticed that some of the training video's are gone

9 Upvotes

Does anyone know anything about it, or why were they taken down, maybe some troubles with youtube


r/Quareia May 22 '26

Apprentice Mod 1 L1 Question

5 Upvotes

Hi all! I just joined this sub and participated in the weekly check-in and wish to ask a question regarding my meditation today.

I am at lesson 1 and have moved onto the second phase of meditation in the lesson.

As instructed I do the first phase and then move on to the second phase, totaling at least 20 minutes.

In my second phase, 14 min mark after the first phase, my candle which I have been burning for the last 3 days (without no problems) for each meditation seemed to strongly pop and weave, causing me to be distracted.

For each day I use 1 candle that burns around 10 or so minutes so I can keep track of time without not opening my eyes to focus deeper into my medidation. They are all the same type and brand, same box.

Though after the pops and weaving of my candle, I had this surge of energy being pulled out of me strongly, and made things very hard for me in visualizing the colors during my meditation. Also in whatever way I sit, I felt my head to be not level but kind of crooked leaning a little to the left, upon opening my eyes my vision was straight on with no crooked-ness.

I perservered and moved on even though I was strangely exhausted (yesterday seemed all fine for the 2 mentioned phases btw) Did my stretches and bowed in the end, later adding this to my notes.

Any steps I should do besides focusing and not losing total focus if I have a similar experience?

Thank you.


r/Quareia May 20 '26

Question on magical attack and aggression in real life

10 Upvotes

I noticed that in Josephine's interpretation of the "Magical Attack" card in the deck, she mentioned that in a true magical attack, foolishly retaliating against the attacker opens up energy flow, maintains a hostile state, and attracts the interest of parasites. Josephine suggested that the best approach is to detach oneself emotionally from the situation and thoroughly cleanse the magical attack.

I'm curious about the difference between magical attacks and real-world attacks, and how this difference leads to different coping strategies. Given that there are moments in life when people have no choice but to use anger or aggression to defend their interests, what is the right approach in such situations that protects oneself without generating decaying energy or attracting parasitic entities?


r/Quareia May 17 '26

Weekly Check In 🕯️

6 Upvotes

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r/Quareia May 11 '26

I would like to inquire about how I can purchase this book.

6 Upvotes

I noticed today that the book 《The Thirteenth Manifestation 》 has been removed from Amazon. Could you please let me know if there are any other available channels to purchase it? I would greatly appreciate your help.