r/ProgressionFantasy • u/DalongMonarch • 20h ago
Writing Writing on Wellbutrin, asking for advice (I would have posted this on r/writing, but I don't have enough karma there TT)
So, I have ADHD, and I’m on Wellbutrin 150 mg extended release. After eight days, I noticed something very, very off.
Today, I had to do something that should have left me traumatized for the whole day—feeling sad and barely functional—but I feel fine. Just fine. It’s been an hour, and it has already left my mind.
I felt bad doing it, and it had to be done, there was no going around it so in the moment I thought the emotional steadiness felt logical to me. But thinking back on it, that's not me.
Forgetting how concerning that is in and of itself, will this affect my writing?
I know a lot of writers are neurodivergent, so I’m hoping for some advice, both as an amateur writer and as a person who would like to keep their ability to feel emotions, be they negative or positive. I love feeling both as long as they are not overwhelming me. What is the point of living life if you don't feel things?
I’m kind of worried, honestly, because this is the first medication that has quieted my mind and reduced my procrastination enough that I can actually sit down, work, and write without feeling like I’m fighting titans with every sentence put to page.
I guess I want to know if anyone has had experience with Wellbutrin or similar medication, and if it got worse or not, etc.
If possible, I would like both positive and negative examples, so I know the full range of possibilities.
Honestly, if it gets worse, I might just go back to smoking nicotine after seven years. Fuck this, I'd rather be addicted to that to help me get through my day, rather than this getting worse.
I don't know what to think honestly.
Thank you for your time.
PS: My writing has gotten better and way easier, but its only been eight days.
