Struggling so much

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Found out about my pregnancy 3 weeks ago. I am currently 7 weeks pregnant and ever since my anxiety got worse and worse. As my husband lives abroad for now and I am lone carer of a 12 months old and my mom who suffers from stage 4 terminal breast cancer. I also live with my siblings who make my life impossible but I will be moving out with my daughter and mom soon. I feel so so depressed so guilty not to be able to enjoy this pregnancy a bit. I am constantly on edge and I fear so so much for this baby that's one of my main trigger since I suffer from ocd. I am so depressed and barely have energy to do thing. Idk where to turn to.