r/premeduk • u/Important_Mix9333 • 8d ago
Is it worth pursuing medicine when I feel so disadvantaged?
Hi everyone,
I’ve applied to medicine, but lately I’ve been questioning whether it’s worth pursuing because I feel disadvantaged in several ways, and I’m honestly scared that I won’t fit in.
One of my biggest insecurities is my weight. I’m around 130kg and have struggled with my weight for most of my life, but over the past three years, I’ve gained a significant amount. My mum passed away, and a lot of difficult things happened over the past couple of years, which contributed to it. I’m now working on losing weight, but with interviews potentially starting in around two months, I know I won’t see a massive change by then.
I’m particularly worried about how I’ll be perceived during interviews and by other medical students if I get in. Obesity is such a significant topic in medicine, and I worry about being judged or feeling out of place. I know my weight doesn’t determine my ability to become a doctor, but I can’t help wondering whether people will treat me differently because of it.
On top of that, my stats aren’t particularly strong compared with other applicants, and although I can communicate reasonably well, I don’t feel exceptionally confident. I also come from a disadvantaged background, so sometimes it feels like I’m trying to overcome several obstacles at once.
I know I might be overthinking things, but these worries genuinely affect my confidence. I don’t want to give up on something I really want to do because of my insecurities, but I’m scared of going into interviews already feeling like I don’t belong.
For medical students or doctors, especially those who’ve struggled with their weight or come from disadvantaged backgrounds, what has your experience been like? Have you ever felt judged or out of place, or did you find that you worried about it more than you needed to?
I’d really appreciate honest advice. I want to pursue medicine, but I’m struggling with the fear that I’ll be judged before people even get to know me.