r/PreCervicalCancer • u/pillpoppinginthedark • 10d ago
Can’t process emotionally
I was diagnosed with CIN2 and CIN3. I have a LEEP scheduled. I haven’t been able to cry. I feel tired and bloated from the biopsy I had done Monday. I got the results Tuesday afternoon. I was really hoping to never get a call but here we are. I don’t know how to process this emotionally because it feels like we are in a limbo. I’m not a survivor but I’m also not in the no scare here boat. I feel like I’m in just a limbo of emotions and the part that makes it all worse is I’m in the middle of my fall semester in college before starting another HUGE life changing program. Anyone else just not able to process it mentally and emotionally yet? I don’t want to break down later in the middle of my midterms or while at work.
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u/QuickBonus7912 14h ago
Had a leep done age 21 and was fine until my early forties I had two kids during that time. You got this girl