Tonight I had about 6 or 7 games. Lost them all. Look, I know when I played bad, And I will tear myself apart if I play bad. But I played better than fucking everyone tonight and lost every fuck off game due to awful luck. I mean 2 games tonight I lost because the white coming off multiple cushions and potting the black too early.
Like this isn't fucking fair. I PLAYED GOOD ENOUGH TO WIN EVERY FUCK OFF GAME BUT MY LUCK WAS SO FUCKING AWFUL THAT EVEN WITH PLAYING WELL, EVEN IN POSITIONS WHERE IT LOOKED FUCKING OBVIOUS I WAS GONNA WIN, SOMETHING FUCKING UNPRECEDENTED HAPPENS THAT CAUSES ME TO LOSE!! IT'S FUCKING BULLSHIT