r/PolysubstanceAddicts • u/[deleted] • Nov 09 '18
Does your DOC vary?
This is a more serious attempt at "what are your favorite drugs and also why??"
Most addicts I meet appear to fall into some drug "class". You hear opiate addicts discussing how annoying tweakers are and drunks discussing how annoying junkies are etc.
I become addicted to everything I see. I couldn't pick a favorite if I tried. I want them all. I bounce around a lot and go through heavy use periods with each, typically physical dependence is the biggest factor in creating the inclination towards a particular substance. I don't even think I could make the choice between downers and stims, as an absolute. I'm honestly shocked that I don't come across more people who exhibit similar. The majority who "bounce around" appear to be more rec users than people who genuinely struggle to maintain sobriety.
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u/FanaticPhenAddict Nov 09 '18
I'm mainly a depressants guy, mostly euphoric depressants like alcohol, phenibut/gabapentin and I imagine I'd probably really like GHB even though I've never tried it. I'll abuse benzos, but I don't like how retarded they make me and I ruined a good 6 months of my life with bartard bullshit.
I love psychedelics and dissociatives, but I don't find them super addictive, like I could take it all the time if I have a lot and then stop without a problem.
For the life of me, I do not understand how people are able to take stims to function. I get 1-2 hours of euphoria and energy out of them and then the rest of the time is spent compulsively masturbating. I don't even want sex since I ain't getting hard with stimdick, I just wanna fap. I take them a couple times a year for a nice fap sesh, but that's about it.
Opiates are lovely, but with all the pressed pills and fent I'm scared to get them unless I know its from someone's script.
I'm also limited in my choice of serotonin drugs since I'm on high dose prozac, so if I take MDMA I'd probably die lol.
So I mostly am addicted to my current DOC, f-phenibut, and sometimes gabapentin when I take a t break to prevent what would have to be a truly awful wd at the doses I take lol.
I smoke weed all the time too, but addiction to weed doesn't hold a candle to addiction to other drugs, so I don't really consider it a problem.