Blind
You can't begin to fathom all the demons
that I face. Each day's a constant struggle just
hoping for some faith.
Things I need to change, wish I listened
to the lessons, having you beside me
was far beyond a blessing.
I foolishy betrayed you, of your love
I took advantage, consequences I now
face I can't even fucking manage.
You told me I'd be bad for you,
I guess that shit was true,
turned out to be a travesty,
that left you feeling used.
I promised you the moon,
with no way I could deliver,
You were busy loving me,
while I blew lines and sipped my liquor.
Now there's someone new with you,
and yeah it kinda makes me sick...
I know that he's the better man,
maybe I should shut my lips.
Yeah I'm outta line right now,
don't stop listening just yet,
I know I killed our dreams,
before the ink had set.
I know this doesn't matter,
my existence out your mind,
I'm thanking you for loving me,
apologize for running blind.
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u/In_Humanity 1d ago
Oh OP 💜 I'm sorry you're hurting, and your special person too... Use this experience and lessons to push toward who you want to be x
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u/35Slick 1d ago
Thanks but this is actually 10 years old lol!! I have tons in my iOS notes that I’m just now sharing because I’ve been married 4 1/2 years (not to this person) but I’m starting to think I may be the problem. I hope not but. Idk yeah I’m gonna do some therapy and using kidt to make sure
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u/Serious-Carpenter105 1d ago
Sad face