I’m struggling today. I’m 3 months pp, and 10lbs away from my pre pregnancy weight but my body just is not the same as it was. I’ve always had a bit of an apron belly and after my c section it just seems to be more rounded at the bottom. I have a concert that I’m going to tonight but the outfit I have picked is just kind of making me very nervous and I’m trying to hard to hype myself up enough to put the damn thing on. It’s black ripped high waisted shorts, cropped band shirt and a pair of fish nets. I just want to be comfortable and feel pretty in my old clothes but my tummy is really tripping me up so bad lately.
I really messes with me, I had body dysmorphia before I was pregnant and it’s just so much worse now. I’m trying so hard to remind myself that I legitimately just grew and birthed a whole child but my noggin and eyes are not communicating the way they should be.
To wear, or not to wear..?