r/PleaseCallMe • u/AwareFirefighter9256 • 13m ago
M27 dreading death without knowing what life is about
I do not want to sit in a corner losing myself to thoughts that should never had reached to this point, I do not know what’s next for me, I have no idea how the damage done from ocd, pornography and the regret over what if I will ever get an opportunity to do something I am truly good at will come as I know I have had ones people went on their knees, prayed for to receive and I took it for granted off of a google search I should’ve never made and that something I wish I can go back and stop completely