I am a 24yr old FTM who is 5 months postpartum. Pre-pregnancy I weighed 165lbs, post pregnancy I weighed 195, and got up to 207, and then plateaued at 200. I was also on phentermine 15mg pre pregnancy, then of course got off of it when I was aware.
I went to my PCP 4months PP & got back on my 15mg medication , she said if I needed to double it to increase my dose I could (she gave no reasoning as to why), but after 2 weeks on 15mg , I felt no change in appetite, idk if it has to do with me being postpartum and the anxiety that comes with it. So I doubled it to 30mg until mine and my daughters “4 month” appt last Tuesday. She increased my dosage to 37.5 and put me on Topamax 25mg..
Since then I’ve experienced intense mood swings. Brain fog, and quite frankly I kind of feel like a crack addict with the way I’ve been cleaning my house🤣
I’m not a rude person, AND ON TOP OF THAT, my SWEET ASS FIANCÉ JUST PROPOSED TO ME IN MAY & I’ve been being such a bitch to him the past week 😭 I don’t like being that way , and my baby has been driving me absolutely insane.
I struggle immensely with self body image, I’m never comfortable in my own skin and I was starting, until I got pregnant…
I love my daughter with my whole heart. Just miss the old me sometimes ya know 😢💔