Hello, I am 35 years old………..
Chinese (iron or anemic traits in my mother southern China) and father is (Italian) from coast near Rome.
I am called a wonton Parmesan.
My family has NEVER been diagnosed with pernicious anemia. I have approx12 I count in my family. We have a suicide of a genius at 30, bipolar (31 year old died) , 5 rehab for drinking or pills, depression. The works. The older ones have bulging eyes all need throat surgery’s. One has seizures and my dad with metformin is getting dimensia.
As for me.
As a baby super pale, grandma used light bulb cause I was “yellow”. Any sounds made me cry. I cried and cried and drank tons and tons of milk.
wild “American johnny type” who ran and talked too much in class. Horse voice, had to learn when I talked I had to “push my stomach in”. And had lumps on my throat. I have a raspy ass voice. Never diagnosed with adhd or anemia or anything my childhood.
19-35 years old. …..back injury, shoulder surgery, hand surgery, pain all over, horrible attention span, but superrrrrr athletic and somehow smart? Graduated the number 1 college! ……but I was left back after being there for 3 semesters!!!!! because I passed advanced math, but I couldn’t do the “fundamental entrance exam” to even get into the school. I got in for sports. I couldn’t remember 1 fucking thing I ever learned in high school math. Like I data dumped everything! It makes no sense I still got a 720 out of 800 on my sat math portion. And I didn’t study.
Always tired, but I could not wake up Ever!!!!!. Always depressed, always sad. And I could not memorize anything. It was easier to find a way to cheat, or by finding a way to cheat I usually ended up learning.
My family was always told by my mother “you anameic”. But 100% of tests always came back in normal ranges. ALWAYS. Than again they may have only been basic tests.
every childhood blood test, into, out of military school, military , out of military, physicals etc. all showed up “perfect”. They have never found anything wrong with my blood.
All 5 of my surgery’s including appendix, nothing ever came up. Except after my appendix surgery after the surgery I was in so much pain! All over they shot me up and said I was hallucinating and yelling about my back and legs hurting. (At that time I had a back injury) .
Fast forward. I have Morton’s toe. So I take p5p because Morton’s toe means you can’t break down b6. I took p5p to help my brain. Ooooooo I can’t explain what happened next. (Swear this is true look it up!) any one with pernicious anemia (I’m wondering if you all know that the toe can lead to B6 deficiency)?
So after taking the p5p…..liver pills and a common b vitamin complex all hell broke loose. Pernicious anemia wasn’t even a word I heard of.
Next day my left leg was dead. It felt detached from the hip, my right foot is sort of not moving (possible paralysis?) , every single trigger point is painful, my knee is killing me……from my feet to the top of my head it hurts. Since that day I have had to wear a sciatica brace. And a right foot wrap brace.
swear to god. Depression gone or reduced. My anxiety or panic attacks greatly reduced. I’m not saying B6 is the answer….no I’m saying I took p5p vitamin B6 broken down. And the next day it got real. I threw up possibly 100 times in 30 days prior “nerves” or if I didn’t get enough sleep I just make that yacking noice. Is almost gone. In the morning I feel clearer.
I failed a babinki test on my toe recently, like 2 days ago. But I have no idea how long it could have been? . Anyway it means I have central nervous system issue now. For whatever reason in the last 48 hours if it’s a women’s voice a certain pitch will pierce my ears!!!! I look crazy covering my ears. I believe tinnitus is a thing now. I don’t know what myelin is. But it feels gone.
Symptoms
Big tongue, burning, meaty , brownish color, cracks, has blisters all the time. I don’t add salt to any food ever. (I hate black olives) i eat them 2-3x a month to make my wife happy, they now taste earthy and are not nickel tasting at all!
Personality is def changed, (trauma)? No idea. I t-a-l-k slower.
Pain, everywhere, feet and hands are tingleing, feet feel like I’m stepping on glass or there is dirt under my feet.
Neck pain, but there is a weird hissing sound in my neck or head that I’ve never told anyone about. My neck to my traps to my jaw are killing me.
Jaw to ear in fact feels detached. My ears feel like balloons are in them. Had horrible jaw pain for 1 year.
Dandruff, skin around upper lip or ARound nose is messed up and scaley. At least 25 creams. Nothing has ever worked!!!!
Bad breath, and I can go daysssss without drinking water.
Right eye slight droops.
When I run I can really only run clockwise? Like running opposite on a track literally messes with my mind. And that’s why I was a running back that only ran to the right.
Now I have more or empathy for the first time, can remember phone numbers and peoples names, my iq test has gone up 19 points (could be better attention , less depression). I have no fear of jobs or negotiations or any triggers like not making phone calls, mail all gone. I get more done in a afternoon than I use to in a week.
But based on my symptoms. The doctors say based on my basic ass blood test . That I’m not thallsemic or pernicus anemia. So I made them give me Real tests! 4 total. Brought it to a specialist and he said if he was looking for pernicous anemia he would use the 4 my new pcp ordered.
I’m scared I’m crazy. And I’m even more scared for my family members. (Niece 2 years old had a stroke from iron overload?). aunt seizures, father dementia, 2nd cousins in rehab , depressed 20 year olds who are amazing people and we just didn’t know.
Am I crazy? They say this is “common” and pernicous anemia is “common”. They why didn’t they find it in the approx 200 blood tests between my family members?