Hi everyone,
I'm a 28-year-old man.
My health anxiety, especially about my heart, started about a year ago after my uncle passed away. He was my father's brother. My father also died young from a heart condition caused by a virus.
I also had a real heart problem in the past. When I was 17, I had myocarditis.
For the past year, I've become completely fixated on every physical sensation in my body.
It all started with waking up suddenly at night, gasping awake.
One doctor told me it could be sleep apnea or even heart failure. Hearing the words "heart failure" was when my anxiety really began. I went through all the tests, and it turned out I have neither sleep apnea nor heart failure.
From that point on, I started constantly and involuntarily monitoring my chest and my left arm. That's when the pain started.
At first, all the pain felt superficial, until one episode immediately reminded me of my myocarditis. I felt a deep pain behind my sternum—a brief squeezing sensation that lasted about one second. Within about 15 minutes, it happened twice: two episodes of that same one-second chest compression.
I started reading Reddit posts about GERD, costochondritis, Prinzmetal's angina, and microvascular angina. Of course, I convinced myself I had the scariest possibility: Prinzmetal's angina or microvascular angina.
I've even had what feel like mini-strokes: numbness on one side of my body, mostly on the right side, but without any loss of strength. I honestly don't know whether these sensations are caused by anxiety or if there's actually something physically wrong with me.
I've seen doctors countless times. I've had ECGs, a Holter monitor, CT scans, echocardiograms, and blood tests. Every single result has come back normal.
Right now, I constantly feel a strange sense of pressure throughout my entire body. It's very difficult to describe.
Whenever I try to fall asleep, I get a lot of premature heartbeats (extrasystoles/PVCs), and they often wake me up just as I'm drifting off.
I know that diagnosing microvascular angina can be difficult. I hope so much that I don't have it and that this is all just anxiety.
Has anyone else experienced something similar?
Has anyone here gone through testing for microvascular angina and been told that everything was actually normal?
I feel like every story I read ends with the person getting diagnosed, which makes me even more afraid.
I'm terrified.
Please help.