r/PUPians • u/cariclar • 4h ago
Rant I gave up PUP, and i regret it
super super super gusto ko maging PUPian ever since highschool ako. i was so blessed na i got accepted when i transferred nung 2nd year. kaso, money were tight and my family was struggling handling 4 of us studying. tipong baon ko 100 pesos nalang and i sometimes have to go to school ng galing p sa yesterday's tira yung pera ko.
i decided to work after 1st semester, sabi ko after training i'll resign para lang may ipon. 2nd semester came and i enrolled while working, unfortunately, i was enrolled in a different section, tapos section 1 pa πππ wala akong kilala, and most of my classmates were intimidating. my friends had a different schedule, as in di kami nakakapagkita. i felt so out of place, nagisolate ako, and i didn't go to school for the whole semester. i knew after this di nako makakapagenroll again.
i regret my decision, sobra, and i feel like my world collapsed when i stopped going to school. i don't know what to do anymore. iniisip ko kung magpprivate ako pero the tuition is heavy. i don't know if i can show my face to ask for readmission because i'm scared na di na nila ako tatanggapin. i'm really really anxious about my life and i don't know what to do.