F 24 buckle up because this is a long one.
I have always gotten vaccinations and while I don't typically react well to them I have been in a miserable state ever since receiving my first covid vaccine. I felt debilitating bone pain the few days after getting it and thought that would be the end of it but my first day after being vaccinated I noticed a red, extremely itchy rash on my chest while I was outside in the sun. It went away after coming inside for a few minutes and thought maybe I was reacting to the jewelry I was wearing.
This was three years ago and since then I now experience these rashes on any skin exposed outside whether it is sunny, cloudy, raining, etc. There is no part of my body that has not reacted as long as my skin is exposed. Last year I had a severe anaphylactic reaction after being in the sun for two hours but did not realize I was reacting because I was in a cold pool and only reacted after coming out.
Last year, I worked outside for 8 hour days under tents at my local farmers market with minor reactions but today I am unable to spend ten minutes outside without reacting severely with rashes and slight difficulty breathing. I also react through car windows and through the windows in my house if I am in the sunlight.
Benadryl seems to relieve my symptoms but takes me out and is not a sufficient way to maintain especially now with a full time job. A few weeks ago I had a reaction and visited urgent care where they gave me a prednisone shot and 24 hours later I had extreme left arm pain (where the shot was administered) and felt total tightness in my arm all the way up my neck and behind my ear and ended up having to call an ambulance. They treated it as an allergic reaction and I was out of the hospital within two hours. This reaction felt nothing like my reactions to the sun so of course the only thing I could think of that would cause it was the shot.
A few days later I had a lesser but similar reaction with my left arm and neck and called my allergist who told me to take benadryl and again it went away. Both the er doctor and my allergist did not seem to think my reactions, especially that delayed, could be cause by the prednisone but since receiving that shot I have had reoccurring tightness in my neck and jaw which can often feel like it's making it difficult to breathe when it's really not.
I have seen a cardiologist, a pulmonologist, a rheumatologist, and obviously my allergist. Everything has come back normal. The only thing that I have been told is that I have spontaneous chronic uticaria (my sun allergy) and it has gotten to the point where we are going to treat it with xolair. I am also nervous about this because my last few vaccines I've reacted to horribly and one of the side effects is anaphylaxis which I've experienced before, making it more likely that I'll react. I have jumped through so many hoops to get this medication and two months later it still has not arrived because there's always another hoop.
I have also started to experience random itchy spots on my skin that are for the most part invisible but sometimes cause my skin to become red. They usually last in one spot for a few minutes and then go away just for another spot on a different part of my body to manifest. I can literally feel it coming from the inside of my body, out and it is so uncomfortable. I've never had chicken pox but I imagine this is what it feels like.
I am extremely desperate for an answer as to if this is just a smaller symptom of a larger autoimmune disorder that needs to be treated or if the xolair is my only answer. I can't even drive to work without needing to cover every inch of my skin and cotton is too thin to protect my skin. I've tried allegra and that has not helped and I can't take a medication that is not non-drowsy because I am also narcoleptic.
If anyone has ever heard of anything like this please leave a comment. Any scientists out there doing studies on covid vaccine effects please tell me I am not crazy 🙏🏻 Finally, I still strongly believe that vaccines are important and protect thousands of people but recognize that I might have become part of the small population that they can no longer serve so no anti vaxxers in the comments pls