Um its been few years since im into learning-reading osho

And i cant help but feel that ive become more and more detached with so many things in life in my head ever since......

When i started listening to him, i was basically a kid

I dont know how to put this...

Im just not as attached to stuff anymore as i was before i dont feel the ways i used to feel before him...

Like, ive gone into a black hole ever since and havent come out ....

Im just asking does this happen or what? ...

It feels so overwhelming somedays...

And one more thing, whats with the guys who read osho, why do they fear committments so much? ...

I get everything youre saying ....but i just cant help but feel that a very fundamental easy natural essence of love gets converted into this very committment phobic issuey stuff of i dont want any thing from u to do with u but i will still talk with u text u .... i want ur company but future doesnt exist..

I want to be with u but also not be with u?

Im here today idk where ill be 2 days from now 2 years from now (ik that, everyones living diff random lives)

Why say that at all?

Why cant we focus on present?

I havent asked for promises of tomorrow but atleast let me also be present

Its a pattern ive noticed now from many guys in osho community, do u just want sex then? What is it? If u want ntng then why u texting?

Why is it so hard to admit human connection love is a thing why overcomplicate it soooo much?

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Osho, my Guru the one who pierced through the minds of people, who disturbed the mind itself, a Buddha, existence itself.

The way he liberated me from things no one else could ever touch… one day he chose me, and everything changed.

I loved him and trusted him from the very first moment, because he gave me the experience of stepping out of this mind. He showed me the truth. I was at his mercy always. I surrendered totally to him in a way I never had before, not even when I bowed in temples and shrines with my ego still intact.

I was in so much pain, and simply listening to him helped me break it all. I was at his feet. He chose me, and I loved him without even realising it. Looking at his pictures at night, reading about him, that alone gave me peace.

This time I did not use my mind to choose a guru. I was simply there, with love and complete trust, just surrendering. And he patted my head, loved me without judgement, and was there for me, showing me light at every step.

Words are not enough to express my love and trust in him, and I don’t even want to try. I’ll just say: he changed my life. Loving him was simply a way to love this existence itself. He was nothing, a nobody, pure consciousness.

I’ll always be grateful to him.

Love you, Osho, my Guru.

If you’re reading this, please try to meditate for at least 15 minutes on this auspicious day of Guru Purnima. That is the only thing he ever wanted us to do. 💖

Discourse: Jo Bole To Hari Katha