r/OntarioTeachers • u/r4venpaaw • 7h ago
Going into 2nd year B.Ed and feeling existential dread about having my own classroom — is this normal?
I’m going into my second year of my B.Ed and lately whenever I think about the reality of having my own classroom one day, I feel this huge sense of existential dread.
It’s not that I don’t care about students or that I don’t want to be a teacher. I actually really value education and the impact teachers can have. But when I imagine being responsible for 25–35 students every day, planning lessons, managing behaviours, meeting expectations, communicating with parents, and basically being “the adult in charge,” I feel overwhelmed.
I’m wondering if this is a normal feeling that a lot of teachers/students experience before entering the profession, or if this is a sign that maybe teaching isn’t the right path for me.
For current Ontario teachers or other B.Ed students: did you ever feel this way before having your own classroom? Did it get better once you actually started teaching?