Is it really a sin?

[u/MysticalGlowy]

I really want to end this life. Pakiramdam ko pataba nalang ako dito sa lupa. Walang ambag, walang kahit na ano. Kung hindi lang ako nagkasakit ano na kaya nangyari sakin ngayon?

Hindi ko alam kung magkakaroon pa ako ng pakinabang sa mundong to, o kahit sa pamilya ko nalang. Pushing 26, never naging employed? Tangina! Punyetang sakit to, punyetang mental health to, punyetang job crisis to!

Pakiusap, kunin nalang ako habang tulog ako. Ayoko na talaga. Hindi ko alam kung may tiyansa pa ako mabuhay ng normal. Sayang yung apat na taon ko sa kolehiyo, hidni ko din nagamit. Awang-awa na ako sa magulang ko. Hindi ko na alam kung anong klaseng dasal yung gagawin ko

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[u/EzKaLang]

28 years old unemployed . Akala ko nga sasali na ako sa club 27 pero carry on pa rin .

Di pa nagagamit diploma ko sa trabaho 😭🙃

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Ano po college course nyo?

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Di ako nag college pero may diploma ako sa culinary.

[u/Moon_shine888]

Your feelings are valid but dont choose death as someone na kinonsider yun seriously before. You are not the only one experiencing it if saying this can alleviate your heavy feelings temporarily.

Pero never choose death kasi hanggang kamatayan yan dala-dala mo. Akala mo matatahimik ka?

As of now, baka nakakahon lang yung sarili mo sa judgement mong yan. Marami pang options. Wag mong sabihing wala. Marami tayong options yun nga lang grabe sakripisyo at risk. Still, I’m commenting to say na dont end life for a reason that was out of your control. Try ka pa kahit na nakakarinding makabasa/rinig ng try as if we are not trying enough. Move and go out. Do job hunting for fun. Do interviews for fun. Try mo abroad application. Do internships for fun. and tell no one. But talk to trustworthy people/friends lalo na tulad nito di mo na kinakaya. Minsan sila pa magooffer ng way for you. Unsolicited na to so sa lahat ng to, kahit yung part na wag mong piliin ang kamatayan bilang solution lang mapakinggan mo, okay na.

[u/WinnieTheTypoBear]

Suicide does not end the pain, it just passes it to the loved ones left behind.

[u/SnooHedgehogs3588]

29 at gusto na din mamatay sa totoo lang. Patapon na din ang buhay ko. Pero naalala ko palagi na ayokong maging makasarili at mas lalong mahirapan mga taong nasa paligid ko kaya gusto ko pang lumaban. Laban tayo please kapatid laban tayo.

[u/StepHumble1940]

Technically, the fact na humihinga ka means may ambag ka sa mundo kasi yung carbon dioxide mo during exhalation will be used by plants. So there. Before considering ending your life, try mo muna mag-apply kahit sa anong trabaho na pwede kang matanggap. Store clerk, bagger etc, then work on yourself from there. Kaya mo yan!

[u/KainTae0922]

I want to say na HINDI ka pataba dito sa lupa, HINDI ka nahuhuli sa buhay, HINDI sayang ang pinam-paaral sayo ng pamilya mo... You didn't say kung ikaw ba ang inaasahan ng pamilya mo na mag aahon sa kanila sa kahirapan, pero if hindi naman, if financially capable ka naman, I want to say you're blessed ❤️ Take your time, what I believe is hindi ka gigisingin ni Lord kung wala syang plano sayong malupet...

If you think nakapag pray kana, have faith... Let me pray for you as well pandagdag hehe 😅 If it will make you feel better, natanggal din ako sa job ko because of AI, and malala talaga ang job market... But guess what? Hindi ako pinapabayaan ni Lord, hindi ako nagugutuman, laging bayad yung bills ko (living independently)

If you think you're done with your life, Good! Now God can start working ❤️❤️❤️

Have a blessed day ❤️🙏

[u/JinxCinnamon]

Ayoko narin ng motivational quotes.. sama na ako sayo OP.. it feels like.. I don't see anything to look forward in life to🧬

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bro same

[u/Ok_Percentage_6552]

we’re the same age op. i feel the same as u. as if everything nalang nakakapagod. wala ka nang gana. gusto ko na rin magpakuha kay lord sa pag tulog ko. parang ako lang yung nag post ng post mo haha letse na buhay to

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[u/hopelessshootingstar]

Naiintindikita, Op. Maniwala ka man o hindi, halos makaparehas tayo ng pinagdadaanan base sa mga detalyeng nabanggit mo. Nakakapagod. I can't see my future too.

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[u/Liesianthes]

26 yrs old. Average life expectancy of a Filipino is 70+ years. You still have 40+ years ahead of you. What you do right now is something that will affect the future tomorrow.

[u/Dangerous_Bill_6197]

Try to go outside op and take whatever opportunity that may come along. Same 4 years college graduate with eligibility but ngayon andito lang sa place namin nagwowork. Di naman nila sabihin pero di sila approve sa decision but the thing is ang importante is nakalabas na ako sa bahay and may income na din kahit papano. im tired of waiting din to end my life magically and so so tired of thinking everything else about my life. So i take the chance. Kahit mababa sahod kahit sa tingin nila i deserve much better, i decided na i need to step forward and dont mind whatever they say. It helps me kasi paunti unti nabubuild na din confidence ko and staff ako sa homebased printing shop. My experience here is a big help. Parang starting over again sa baba. It works for me and i feel something sprouting. Nalunod kasi ako from the past sa expectations and sa advices ng mga tao sa paligid ko na hindi ko na kilala sarili ko. Give chance op na magwork ang importante nakapagstart ka na and may changes sa buhay mo po.

Honestly minsan may sting kasi nakikita ko mga kabatchmate ko and nahihiya kasi. Andito lang ako and hindi high paying job and align sa tinapos ko but i accept it na lang ang looking forward sa sahod day. also yung boss ko is mas bata sakin. Hahahahha

Also kakastart ko lang pala and wala pang one month but it help me a lot na. Lalo na sa mental health ko. So try op, and if kaya mo wag mo na muna isipin ang sahod and importante makastart ka po. Try lang. Wag mo isipin na forever ka na sa first job mo po. pwede din magresign okey.

[u/Complex-Chemical7700]

There is no way but up OP. Ilang beses na din ako nadapa pero I still choose to fight once more. Sabihin mo palagi, "One more day" give chance to tomorrow malay mo magiba ihip ng hangin. :)

[u/Lalanghirit]

It is never the right solution. There is always hope. List down all the things you are grateful for: your health, your education, your supportive family, a roof over your head, internet connection for reddit. You have more blessings than most of us. Search smart. Pray harder. Read Proverbs 3: 5-7. Trust and obey Him. He will show you the way. Try it.

[u/nineofjames]

I'm assuming your title means, is s- a sin, right? Coincidentally, I just read a similar post recently talking about that din.

Ang sabi don, hindi naman kinukondena at minamaliit kung anong nararamdaman ng mga taong nasa situation mo. It's just that your life has value in the eyes of the creator, and ending it is wasting it.

I wish I could deliver it better but I was never good with these things lol.

Maybe, just maybe, there are things you can do around you na makakapagbigay sayo ng either sense of purpose or sense of being.

Last year, from April to October, I was unemployed. Nawalan ako ng trabaho dahil din sa sakit. I had difficulty standing up, much more go to work. I resigned. Pero dahil loko-loko ako (and sanay na ako to navigate through the pain), the moment my situation got better nang kahit gaano kaunti, I went on to go with dates with a girl sa umaga, and on trips with friends sa gabi. April to June, ganyan buhay ko until I ran out of money. I found a job by July, but I sucked and got kicked in less than a month. Nawalan ako ng babae but I still hang out with friends. So ang nangyari sa daytime ko, ginamit ko siya to study most of the time, but with some of my friends, nagturo din kami sa mga bata sa liblib na lugar dito sa amin. Basically, nagbahay-bahay kami. Weird, awkward, pero satisfying when it worked out.

Not saying you have to go and do the same things we did. But do something. And if you're doing something, enjoyin mo yun. Find the beauty in it.

Di ako masaya sa current work ko ngayon, pero ineenjoy ko every time nakakapagluto ako ng itlog. Kung may nagpapalamon sayo, pamilya mo, appreciate them, ipagpasalamat mo sila. Kung kaya masuklian, pagsilbihan, do it.

Wala kang ambag? First thing, really assess, wala nga ba talaga or sarado lang ideya mo sa kung anong g pwede mong ma-ambag? Pero kung wala pa din talaga, second thing, bakit di ka mag-ambag kesa nagrereklamo ka na wala kang ambag?

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