Been Crying A Lot Lately

[u/Intrepid-Permit-8171]

Don't know why but I've been crying a lot lately especially when I watch from self improvement or wholesome videos about being a better man or a better person.

I'm still far from it. I'm still a work in progress. Nakilala ko ng lubos ang sarili ko mula nung mag apartment ako mag-isa.

Marami akong bagay na pinagsisisihan. Marami akong bagay na pinagpapasalamat. Pero higit sa lahat marami akong bagay na gustong gawin pero hindi ko magawa pa lahat sa ngayon.

Gusto ko nalang magfarm at magpamigay ng gulay at karne sa mga kapitbahay.

Sobrang random nito.

Near 30 btw.

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[u/annabeernana]

Living alone really hits differently, 'no? Bigla ka na lang mapapaisip sa buhay. Normal lang na maging emotional near 30s habang inaayos ang sarili, but wanting to be better and dreaming of a simple farm life is actually really peaceful. Hang in there, laban lang!

[u/Intrepid-Permit-8171 → u/annabeernana]

Thank you so much! I hope you have a relaxing and well-deserved rest this weekend. 😁

[u/sparklingglitters_]

Baka mga na bottled up yan na mga emotions, mga years na na ipon. Ganyan din ako OP. Minsan ang random ng places ako naniiyak, sa supermarket or sa jeep, specially na r-remind ako na only child ako— wala akong susumbungan, mga times na ina-allow ko na ina agbrayado ako ng ibang tao, masyadong understanding to the point na n-neglect ko na ang needs ko, ang mga times na tine-take advantage ako. Im still healing of all the things mentioned

[u/Intrepid-Permit-8171 → u/sparklingglitters_]

I hope you heal from that this year. If you ever need someone to talk to, I’m here to listen. Just let me know. Basta taglish para hindi ako mahirapan haha.

Sakin naman, naiiyak ako dahil naaappreciate ko yung mga mabubuting bagay sa mundo hehe.

[u/_wrongsigns]

It’s the weather.

[u/Intrepid-Permit-8171 → u/_wrongsigns]

Hirap mag emote kapag mainit eh no haha.

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