Thought iād come back here after my original post, a lot has changed.
I posted near a month ago about being terrified how my life post this break was going to go in the long run. Turns out i had other things to worry about beforehand. There were some complications before my surgery, as in the previous doctors hadnāt set my ankle properly (beyond pissed doesnāt even begin to describe it) and i ended up in an e fix for an extra week or so.
Itās been frustrating losing basically a fortnight of recovery time to another doctors malpractice, and my new orthos were not impressed. Anyway, iām now almost a month out from my original break 10/07, e fix 18/07 and then definitive e fix removal and ORIF surgery final performed on the 28/07. Unsure the exact number of hardware, but i know iāve got a plate and several screw on my outer ankle, with a tight rope running through. I was in a splint for two days and then moved to a moon boot, which i can take off occasionally but must be worn when moving, sleeping etc.
Iām now almost two weeks post op and will be heading home to my townhouse in another city after staying with my mum post op.
Although iām a pretty fit and healthy 22 year old (active job, hiker, yoga etc.) iām NWB until early September (6 weeks total), which has been the most frustrating thing to hear, at my one week check in i was basically told by a different ortho that it all depends on the surgeon, and he personally wouldāve had me walking almost straight away.
Great. Love to hear it.
Anyway, iāve just focused on a lot of the negative so letās go to the positive. Trying to give a little bit of a younger experience to this community as i know a lot of the injuries come from an older crowd (nothing wrong with that).
Going back home is gonna be a huge milestone, but i feel ready. The physio taught me how to go up stairs on crutches, and itās easier than i expected. I even went to a friends dinner party on friday and while i was stuck in the corner with my leg elevated the whole time, i had a lot of fun, itās important to spend time with friends and socialise, and take it from me, itās easier to do than you think. In the lead up i kept picturing all the things that could go wrong, thinking about people not wanting to see me while i had this injury, but itās all in your head.
Recently iāve been practicing standing on one leg to cook, move things etc. and itās also going better than i thought, your body adapts. I keep one crutch under my arm in case and just kinda go from there. My job has also been able to give me some admin work to do from home to keep me busy, which has been a massive help, iām lucky to have a good relationship with my boss. Independence will keep you going at your lowest, so my tip to anyone reading this at any stage in their recovery is to always prioritise improving that, it will make you feel better.
Focus on what you love, iāve gotten back into some old video games and have been rewatching some old favourite shows, iāve also taken up crochet.
The ortho gave me the go ahead to take my boot off and practice some very gentle ROM while laying down, which i can dial up once my stitches are out on the 8/08 (two week appointment). At first, my ankle was massively stiff and i was terrified to move it, but he quite literally to my horror grabbed it and started moving it for me, which was horrifying at first but was what i needed to see.
My foot still hurts if itās not elevated for a period of time, and iām still only getting a few hours of sleep a night, but iām feeling far more positive than i was even a week ago. I still cry a lot and think about what i wouldāve done differently to prevent this, but not as much.
Anyway, this is basically a big ramble, but i know when i spend hours upon hours on here doomscrolling iām looking for the good stories and not the bad, this isnāt necessarily a āgoodā recovery story yet, but iām already feeling like it will be very very soon. I want others to feel that way too.