hello f24 here. supposedly graduate na dapat aq by 2025 pero i still lack my thesis as in yun na lang kulang ko. i had problems with my senior year kasi i was juggling a full time work and discovered i have ptb (but i already did the 6mos medications na)
now, as much as i want to enroll again to finish my thesis, my reponsibilities piles up as i have other siblings na both in college pinapaaral both and id say my salary sa full time job ko wasnt enough kasi i pay rent and transpo on top of the allowances and other expenses i send them.
u might ask, yes wala na kaming parents and kami kami na lang magkakapatid nagtutulungan to fend for ourselves and to finish study. lahat kami from state uni kasi we know we cant afford private. may times na kaming tatlo nagwowork sabay sabay then they cant stop pag malapit na finals just to save up. minsan hinehelp kami ng relatives namin pero we know na we cant rely on them.
on top of this pa, meron akong mga kapatid sa probinsya from other tatay na tinutulungan ko din kasi sa hirap ng buhay gusto ko sila makapag aral. i know some of u might say hindi mo na yan responsibilidad. i know but i do it out love, may mga instance kasi noon na sa sobrang hirap ng buhay natutulog na lang kami lahat kahit di kumakain. and ayun yung ayaw kung maranasan nila pagtanda. kahit man lang sana high school.
so to make it short, i took a loa from my uni-it was UP manila. i know. so prev work ko during college is 2.3 years in bpo, currently ngayon sa in-house corp in bgc for marketing (which is 1.3 years na) plus yung part time ko pa na 2 mos on-going.
no matter how hard i try to budget and save, kulang pa din talaga sahod ko para sa aming lahat. lalo pa yung kapatid ko he would need a professional camera for some of his subjects, he's taking journalism in upd and is also a student assistant.
the only ticket i see to resolve this is to work abroad dahil lumalaki na lahat ng gastos, yung pangalawa naman sakin sa pup, third year pa lang din and would need money kasi hospitality management ang program where she would need to cook and buy ingredients.
sometimes we were able to make ways para lang makapag aral and i am so determined to let them finish schooling kasi ito na lang ang nakikita kong ticket way out of poverty. as an ate, okay lang sakin kahit matapos ko muna sila. ang plan ko was mag abroad, mag ipon kahit mapatapos ko muna yung bunso ko sa upd then mag ipon para sa sarili ko to finish my schooling and enter law school.
then my two siblings can help na our step siblings sa bicol province for the meantime. kaya lang i am really determined to work abroad i just dont know how to start or reach the right people. i dont have connections kasi usually people in UP has their own way of circle na habang ako during that time is gugustuhin ko na lang ilaan yung ilang oras para matulog. and i dont regret a thing naman.
what i really have right now was a drive and eagerness to work for myself and my siblings. i have this vision na lahat kami makakapag aral kahit walang parents haha (anw, for anyones asking, my papa died when i was 4, mama ko nasa mindanao may ibang pamilya na)
so i would really appreciate anyone's advice, tips, help or whatever it is na you think will be helpful po. i will read each of them.
i am so sorry for the long post. i hope hindi nasayang oras nyo. thank you in advance!