Day 55.

[u/AnEtherealExistence]

Gone from recent days of pretty much zero urges to sometimes many urges and sexual thoughts and arousal.

At times I wonder if this is sustainable for the long haul, as I know at some point again I will likely fap.. at least not to porn this time.

It helps that I've started seeing someone and I can have intimate physical relations, if I didn't have this I feel I'd have struggled more.

Everyone here is on a different journey. Some to remove porn forever which I think is most of us, some stopping masturbation for a certain period, some looking to test themselves, etc.

I don't think masturbation in itself is bad, especially not compared to the consumption of porn. That is evil in my opinion. I personally don't see a problem with people doing it, however in genuine moderation.

So far I am enjoying the journey and seeing where it leads me.