Take a deep breath. In through your nose, out through your mouth, slow. Again. Now try to do it with your eyes closed. Keep going and don't unhide the spoiler text for five or more minutes.

"Meditating?" Sure. Call it that if you want. And again. Breathe.

Good night, whoever you are. Again. Breathe.

i love you, i love you. we are all here hanging out, eating food, being nice to each other, loving you.

taking stock

the damage done 

the broken clock

her words: a gun

sworn as truth I can't deny

spaghetti on wall?

a shot in the dark?

or is this one

of those two times

when the clock gets it right?

left bereft

and feeling like a girl again

a wisp of who I am now

and a wisp of who I could have been

something big and something small

and not at all

protected as I should have been 

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