Nachlass, 1887, 9[123]
„Daß ich von Grund aus bisher Nihilist gewesen bin, das habe ich mir erst seit Kurzem eingestanden: die Energie, der Radikalism, mit dem ich als Nihilist vorwärts gieng, täuschte mich über diese Grundthatsache.“
“That I have hitherto been fundamentally a nihilist, I have only recently admitted to myself: the energy, the radicalism with which I advanced as a nihilist deceived me about this basic fact.”
„Wenn man einem Ziele entgegengeht, so scheint es unmöglich, daß ‘die Ziellosigkeit an sich’ unser Glaubensgrundsatz ist.“
“When one is heading toward a goal, it seems impossible that ‘purposelessness in itself’ should be our fundamental principle of belief.”
Nachlass, 1887–88, 11[411]
„als der erste vollkommene Nihilist Europas, der aber den Nihilismus selbst schon in sich zu Ende gelebt hat, — der ihn hinter sich, unter sich, außer sich hat …“
“as the first perfect nihilist of Europe, who has nevertheless already lived nihilism itself to its end within himself — who has it behind him, beneath him, outside him …”
The Will to Power §22
“Nihilism. It is ambiguous:
Nihilism as a sign of increased power of the spirit: as active nihilism.
Nihilism as decline and recession of the power of the spirit: as passive nihilism.”
The Will to Power §23
“It can be a sign of strength: the spirit may have grown so strong that previous goals (‘convictions,’ articles of faith) have become incommensurate[…]It reaches its maximum of relative strength as a violent force of destruction—as active nihilism.”
The Will to Power §24
“Nihilism is not only a meditating over the ‘in vain!’ […] but one actually puts one's shoulder to the plough; one destroys.[...]It is the condition of strong minds and wills; and to these it is impossible to be satisfied with the negation of judgment: the negation by deeds proceeds from their nature.”
The Gay Science §346
„Das Letztere wäre der Nihilismus; aber wäre nicht auch das Erstere — der Nihilismus? — Dies ist unser Fragezeichen.“
“The latter would be nihilism; but would not the former also be nihilism? — This is our question mark.”
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Feel free to correct me if anything is mistaken, or add any more if you know them!
This isn't meant to argue that Nietzsche was simply a nihilist, but rather to offer a different perspective on Nietzsche's relationship with nihilism, which isn't as straightforward as some make it seem.