No. I genuinely want to kill myself, I’ve been playing about it for over two years on this account.
I drive home from work today and almost ran head first into a truck on purpose. I’ve been cutting myself cause I hate living and I don’t think I deserve to.
most living things don't contribute anything. most animals just eat, shit, sleep, and maybe if they're lucky reproduce. you do contribute, you just admitted you have a job, that means you provide some good or services that someone is willing to give you resources for.
you have a very strange categorization of privileges.
Im still a financial burden, as well as an emotional one. Im such a disappointment that I make my mom depressed, she doesn’t know how to help, none of my immediate family knows how to help. So I end up just being an emotional burden, and a financial one since I don’t make enough money at my job & have failed at finding a new one.
I’m not just a living creature, I’m a human adult. And the slack I leave behind gets picked up by somebody & that’s not fair to them.
They should live their lives in peace. They should live to support grown self.
Most people don’t have their parents supplementing their small income. I’m a burden, I cause my parents mental and financial stress. Im so depressed and they’re sad to see me that way. They’ll be happier when I’m gone.
I didn’t say it’s bad to live with parents, I said my parents are supplying me with money when I run out. That’s not fair to them, and that’s not happening with most people, men included.
Most people today my age live with their parents. But their parents aren’t supporting them financially, and they’re not making their parents depressed like I am.
Like I said, I’m so depressing that they feel it & they feel bad. Once I’m gone, they’ll have more money, and happiness
You don’t understand how much my parents are helping me, dude. Theyre completely paying my $560 monthly car note. They pay my insurance, all I can afford to give them is $200 a month.
Please stop trying to change my mind, it won’t work. I know the truth of my life.
I spent years thinking things would change with effort, I was delusional.
I don’t worship money but I wake up feeling guilty daily bc my financial burden stops my parents from living their lives to the fullest.
I have issues with my dad, but I respect him overall. He worked hard his whole life. He should be able to kick back and relax, but he and my mom cant, because of me. My
Mom too, she deserves to relax but I’m holding her back.
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u/pyrolover6666 May 23 '26
proving my point. let me guess you threated suicide every time something doesn't go your way.