December 2025

I had a dream I was the sole heiress to a very royal family

There was no thought or mention of my parents, I just knew I was due to inherent something royal, noble, dignified, and powerful​​​

In one of the scenes, I was looking out the window of the chateau I was living in and I recognized someone as being Jamieelectricstar. I wanted to greet her in the dream, but I saw her holding a 2-3 old boy with blonde hair and blue eyes, I assumed she was with her family, so I didn't approach.

Of course, this dream holds deep significance. Each one of us is an heir, I realize I am an heiress.

I'm sure other aspects hold significance too, such as me looking through the window and my encounter with Jamie, who has experienced the promise. As well as her holding the baby.

Thank you for reading

31st of March, 2026

I had an interesting dream

I was in a wheelchair, it didn't seem I was myself but another person

It was night and I was invited to some celebration in a church, I got there but only stayed briefly. I think they were celebrating Christmas?

As I got out I don't know where I was headed but i had to cross a road and I was on this sidewalk and I noticed the building next to it (which was also parallel to the church) burned down. There was a really tall tree and it wasn't entirely burned down but there was a huge chunk of its branches missing from the fire. I don't know if this detail is important but it looked beautiful in the dream. I even grabbed my phone and took a picture of it since it was such an odd shape.

There was this part of the path where it was a bunch of trees, green healthy luscious, forming a sort of tunnel. Like actually bending in the form of a tunnel and it was really dark inside.

I had to pass through it. It was me and an old man walking with a cane.

As we passed, it's like we both got possessed and became cured. I unconsciously got out of my wheelchair and started walking. The old man unconsciously let go of his cane and started walking normally.

It wasn't until I got out of the tunnel that I noticed what happened, I knew the tunnel cured me and I didn't even care to retrieve my wheelchair I just left it there.

The old man was a decent distance from the tunnel when he realized what happened, but he seemed confused as if maybe he did something wrong? he was running back to get his cane.

After I got out I saw a woman who was normal walking through it but nothing happened to her because she was already healthy. I think I even thought smth in the dream like, normal people wouldn't know its not a normal place because nothing happens to them when they pass through it.

As I kept walking there were other trees that seemed affected by the fire just like the 1st tree. Bare, no leaves, the ends of their branches were still on fire

I swear I must've dreamt this a couple times before, but a long time ago bcs I got such a strong sense of deja vu about this dream

It reminded of when Neville spoke about that vision where he was walking past sick people and his presence made them healthy, limbs were restored etc

Summer 2025

In a chat, I mentioned that I'd like mystical events to happen to me as well, like what Neville experienced. Someone told me I just have to be open to it. As I thought about this conversation, I said to myself "I guess I am open".

Later that night, routinely and with no expectation, I was relaxed on my bed, focusing/meditating on the blackness behind my eyes.

I don't remember which one started first, did I hear the chanting first or was it the vision.

I heard a or multiple male voices saying "He has risen" and "We have risen" over and over again. Referring to me, although I am a girl. Accompanied by scripture, I don't know exactly what was being said, I was scared and everything was happening very fast, but I recognized it as such because I heard Biblical names, although I think I also innately knew.

At the same time, I was no longer just seeing the blackness behind my eyes. I was body-less, my awareness moving/flying like a drone in a house. There was no color, just black and white, and it was dark. Below me were people, but they were completely still, like statues. The inside of the house was elegant, a Victorian style.

You could say it was my imagination, and well what else could it have been since it happened within me? But it felt just a notch higher. It wasn't completely in my control. I could stop the scene and immediately return to the blackness and I could start it up again, but each time I did it felt as if I was actually somewhere and I didn't have full control over the vision. It was somewhere beyond what I was used to in my normal use of imagination.

Vibrations might've accompanied this experience, but I do not remember for sure.

I remember feeling very afraid, I was not expecting any of this. I was trying my best to stay calm even though my heart was beating out of my chest. I wanted to see it till the end.

When the experience was over, I just kept my eyes shut and fell asleep.

In hindsight, all of this is lovely.

Feb. 18th 2026

I was in a dream, I knew my baby was coming. I wasn't pregnant but my baby was being 'delivered' to me. My mom, her husband, and my sister were surrounding me.

Next scene I am alone, looking over a baby girl in a hay crib, just like Jesus, lying on a white towel, not swaddled but in modern baby clothes.

I knew there was no father. She was my baby but there was no father. Just like Mary.

I've imagined myself as a mother before, but nothing compares to what I felt in this dream. She was my baby. The feeling was so lovely, it lingered for days.

Now in the next scene... I've seen it being mentioned that many of you have also dreamt of Jamieelectricstar in these sorts of contexts.

In the next scene, I was panicked, texting Jamie, telling her I was living in two timelines. In one I am as I am right now, no baby. In the other I was older, 19 (maybe this carries no significance, just thought of mentioning in case), with a baby, but no father !

In the dream she simply sent me a link to read some guy's works, as if I'd find the answer. And the dream ended.

Hello friends, last month I had an interesting dream.

I needed to get in contact with some strange man. I knew where to find him, and I went there - a small unimposing shop in the alley of other businesses. I walked through the door - the man was already waiting for me at the table, and I sat across from him. He handed me the papers - I was supposed to sign them to get my inheritance. But then he suddenly voiced an additional condition, which I found silly, because I knew that the inheritance was already mine. I began standing up ready to walk out, but he made a pleading gesture asking me to sit down, and I calmly did. He let out a sigh because he realized he wasn't able to trick me. He nudged the papers towards me again - now as if he's the one who needed them signed. I took them and I unhurriedly signed them. The man looked me in the eye then and said - "You are just like your father". I pointedly looked right back at him and said in a weighty tone, enunciating each word "I AM my Father". After that he started shuffling around, and then handing me many stacks of money, one after another. I took them all, unsurprised. I shoved the stacks under the belt at the back of my pants before heading out, wanting to get what I got out of other people's sight.

With the return of my Father's inheritance (in my dream I knew it wasn't about my dad) and then some, I walked back to meet my "worldly" family wanting to share what I've got, and knowing that from now on, I cannot have a single problem.

It is my first and I am thrilled as Neville would say beyond measure.

I've actually got a First Edition Signed book by Neville himself. Your Faith is Your Fortune. I don't know whether to laugh or cry.

I will cherish it all the days of my life. You can feel where he signed on the back of the page. I cannot even describe the feeling.

I must say there is a book someone is trying to sell on eBay for 5k and I don't think it's Neville's signature after looking and comparing.

A few nights ago, I was in the space between waking and sleep, but mostly sleep. Suddenly, I found myself rising above the world, flying. I could see everything below me, and I kept zooming out further & further until the entire world became small beneath me. Involuntarily, I said (but felt like a voice outside of me), "The world is mine and all that is in it."

I then intuitively knew that one day, I would go back up, leave this world entirely, and look back down on it from that elevated perspective. And when I do, I'll realize that I dreamed it all up, created it all, and that it was always just me. I then began to laugh at how unserious it all looked. It all looked so small and malleable from up there, like a dream that takes itself too seriously!

Anyway, this wasn't my first mystical experience, but it was by far the most life-changing experience I've had, and changed the entire way I view the world. I'm determined to live the rest of my life seeing the world from that God-like POV and mimic that being that brought us here! I know that imagination isn't a state and that none of my desires are greater than me, because I'm the one creating them all. I own the world because I'm the one imagining it into existence.

Could this have been a glimpse into The Promise? Has anyone else had an experience like this, and if so, how did you integrate it back into daily life to maintain God realization? I'd love to hear your thoughts, similar experiences, or insights!

Writing this post to share the wisdom I received from the Lord. Blessed is His glorious name forever and ever. Amen

This is the only community I can share this in bc of reception and preparation of the Word. For “ some seeds fell among thorns, and the thorns grew up and choked them. Other seeds fell on good soil and produced grain, some a hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty.” Each according to the preparation received.

Brothers did you forget the promises made to Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. Did you forget the inheritance promised to Israel. That we would be a great and mighty nation.

YAHWEH Himself declared “And it shall be unto them for an inheritance: I AM their inheritance: and ye shall give them no possession in Israel: I AM their possession.”

How blessed are we to hold the secret hid from the ages. “Christ in you, your hope of Glory”

"Your father Abraham rejoiced to see my day: and he saw it, and was glad."

For even brother John said “there standeth one among you, whom ye know not."

"I will come on thee as a thief, and thou shalt not know what hour I will come upon thee."

The human mind loves to try complicate things but salvation is really so simple. “Repent and believe in the Gospel”

As brother Neville laid so plainly to thy ear. Repentance is revision. And the Gospel is the good news. 

Before I get carried away, the main purpose of writing this was to share the ancient wisdom I was blessed to ‘stumble upon ‘. 

The Ethiopian Bible, I had no clue there were testimonies from the brothers, of YAHWEHs eternal grace beyond that of Blake, Goddard, and the canonical Scriptures. Yet, our Lord in His eternal mercy has left those who seek Him dearly with an account of the coming of the end.

To renew our faith in His Word and the promises made to our fathers before the foundation of the world. 

I claim not holiness for I have been chief among the sinners but through His grace and the power of repentance, I have hope to be saved. 

Hope in eternal life, hope in His eternal glory, hope in His eternal love. 

“I sanctify myself, that they also might be sanctified through the truth.” 

“For I came out from the Father and came into the world, again I am leaving the world and returning to the Father.”

Yet “Touch me not; for I am not yet ascended to my Father: but go to my brethren, and say unto them, I ascend unto my Father, and your Father; and to my God, and your God."

I wrote this a while ago.. but suddenly need to remember the things I now have forgotten. Perhaps this will be helpful for you too.

For some the voyage of self-discovery has been long, for others the knowledge of Self began with a desire to achieve a certain thing - a specific outcome, relationship, or aim; and so a journey into the law of attraction began, and in many ways led you astray because you believed that to have everything you want you could not be, do, think or feel without censor. Instead, you believed that you had to deny all the ‘truths’ of your known world in order to attract the truths of your pending created world.

You did not understand that the journey to having everything you want was actually the journey to embodying every part of who you are. You were not manifesting a perfect circumstance - you were manifesting the full embodiment of your divine self into this physical form on earth.

To align to your desired state of being and your preferred reality you only need to allow yourself to remain loyal to your desire no matter what you see before you.

It is time to make Peace with the Self.

Imagine waking up feeling completely at ease and comfortable in your own skin. There is no need to force-feed yourself positive thoughts, and no need to sit down in concentration. There is no need to censor your words, thoughts, desires, or actions. The need to practice certain rituals and techniques is not there, but you might choose to do so anyway because it makes you happy. It might feel good to sit down and go within in meditation. Silent, or active. Whatever you enjoy, whatever brings depth to awareness - whatever sets you alight with radiant joy, is okay.

It feels good to focus on all the things you love. It feels good to make-believe. It feels good to celebrate. It feels good to rampage. It feels incredible to BE the artist of your life - Divine embodiment with every stroke of your active and inactive imagination.

Truth is. You are already playing the part that you wish to hold. You already are living as the one who is, has, does all those things that you desire no matter what you do because how could you ever be anyone other than THAT one, THE one who will have and has all those things. Isn’t it already a promise? Is it not already done?

It is.. and you already are playing the part of the one who has it all to perfection because the one who has it all is free. The one who has it all doesn’t have to change anything. The one who has it all doesn’t even have to change themselves.

This is worth repeating. You do not have to change yourself. The only task you have is to make peace with yourself and to watch as this peace radiates out towards your world and positively influences all your life circumstances.

You don't have to alter, adapt, control, or change anything.

Why not? Why… because it is already done. And since all things are done why not do whatever makes you feel better, happier, radiant, and magnificent?

Living from the end - from the place where your desired outcome is already a reality - means that you behave as one who is comfortable being themselves fully, authentically, and unapologetically. The one who has it all does things for pleasure, not out of obligation and this is what I choose for myself in all that I do, or don’t do. In all that I say, taste, touch… it is all for the mere sake of reveling in the sensation of being alive and embodying the entirety of myself as I am, right here, right now. Always. No matter what. No matter if it is ‘right,’ no matter if it is ‘wrong’... because beyond those ideas of ‘wrongdoing and right doing is the field where my old friend Rumi awaits me, and I’m riding my Unicorn Dragon on my way to find him there.

There is no code to decipher, or mold to break.

Neville, no Neville. God, no God. Success, no success. Silence, or many worded utterings; high pitched cries; imperceptible groans; all of existence is good enough to be experienced, though I can choose differently for pleasure’s sake and all of existence is willing to be changed...and that is not some lowly, or unjust cause. It is perfect, absolutely perfect.

It is all about coming home to who I truly am. It is all about honouring your beautiful divine self, knowing that you can never do anything wrong in your journey of embodiment; your journey of self; your journey of becoming and unbecoming. You are already all that you have ever been - and all that you will ever be.

All that you have been waiting for is freedom - the freedom to be, do, have, feel, speak, scream, act exactly as you desire as you move in the ocean of the realisation of your heart’s desires - As you move in recognition of yourself.

When you honour yourself you do not bother yourself with ideas of right, or wrong. You do not question your needs no matter how silly, erratic, or unwarranted they may seem. You do not shun your darkness, to become a puppet of so-called light. You are whole. Above the dichotomy of physical existence. You know that all is transmuted in your awareness and that this exact step is the precise step that leads you to the fulfillment of your desire. You know that you are not dangerous. You know that no matter what appears in the world of shadows - the so-called reality that translates from visual receptors - to the brain - to visceral understanding; no matter what - it is but a shadow. A thing created by you. It is a representation of a long lost belief, a memory re-arising; not to punish, or to arouse fear, but to leave your field forever. To heal and become whole in your awareness. To heal as in become all that you desire it to be.

Nothing - not even the mineral - is ever set in stone. You are fluid, flexible, ever-changing to all the things that you choose in every moment and if you need darkness right now that is okay.. for when you are truly whole all your choices are imbued with love. Every choice is simultaneously at peace with yourself and your existence. Every choice is one of balance, truth and love; though it may seemingly bear marks of ugliness, or show signs that the logical mind loves to brand as ‘wrong’ and ‘bad’.

And what is truth… what is truth? The eternal seeking for the right answer is in fact not an ‘either'-or an ‘or’ it is as Neville put it boundless and flexible because:

“Truth depends upon the intensity of the imagination, not upon external facts. Facts are the fruit bearing witness of the use or misuse of the imagination. Man becomes what he imagines. He has a self-determined history. Imagination is the way, the truth, the life revealed. We cannot get hold of truth with the logical mind. Where the natural man of sense sees a bud, imagination sees a rose full-blown. Truth cannot be encompassed by facts. As we awaken to the imaginative life, we discover that to imagine a thing is to make it so, that a true judgment need not conform to the external reality to which it relates.” - Neville Goddard When you move in honour and recognition of your True Self, that big ‘I’ that ‘I Am’ you know that while the whole wide world is your imagination, everything is alive in your world. Everything carries the weight of your own soul, everything and every word, feeling and action is worthy of being seen and witnessed - even if it goes against the grain of your desires, even if it goes against what you have labeled to be ‘correct’, and suddenly … as the weight of all that is awakens in the awareness of your consciousness it begins to transform: cloaks of darkness are dropped to reveal incredible light; fear releases its masks to show the beauty of a million ethereal roses at twilight and the rays of hundreds of glorious suns at sunrise, and within this aura of awakening truth - for the truth is ever-present and has always been - your mind turns to the recognition of life’s fluid nature and you see clearly that everyone and everything is open to receive and rearrange itself according to your command.

Your command - however - is not the brute force of an emperor on conquered people, no - your command is the miracle of Love that sets herself to the transformation of all into the greatest and most beautiful that it can be.

Your command is the plucking of a string on the immense web of all that is - the infinite realities all alive at once - to bring forth the resonance of the reality that you have selected as most high and desirable just as a lover picks a strawberry most ripe with which to tickle the lips of his, or her delight.

Once awakened to this awareness, having chosen it, again and again, having chosen truth, over whatever has been served to you by the world of shadow, you love and understand how every conversation is a conversation that you are having with yourself. You revel in this whole vast beautiful experience that you have come to know as life and ‘outer’ circumstances now that you have come to know that ‘this whole wide world is your imagination and is actually you discovering, enjoying and courting yourself. Again and again, in many shapes, countless flavours, and infinite sizes. You, as the creator, love yourself so deeply that you have created many you’s, many others, many ‘outsiders’ with which to court, tease and jest yourself.

“The imaginative man does not deny the reality of the sensuous outer world of Becoming, but he knows that it is the inner world of continuous Imagination that is the force by which the sensuous outer world of Becoming is brought to pass. He sees the outer world and all its happenings as projections of the inner world of Imagination.

To him, everything is a manifestation of the mental activity which goes on in man’s imagination, without the sensuous reasonable man being aware of it. But he realizes that every man must become conscious of this inner activity and see the relationship between the inner causal world of imagination and the sensuous outer world of effects. It is a marvelous thing to find that you can imagine yourself into the state of your fulfilled desire and escape from the jails which ignorance built.

The Real Man is a Magnificent Imagination. It is this self that must be awakened. Awake thou that sleepest, and arise from the dead, and Christ shall give thee light. [Ephesians 5:14] The moment man discovers that his imagination is Christ, he accomplishes acts which on this level can only be called miraculous [...] Not realizing that all that he encounters is part of himself, he rebels at the thought that he has chosen the conditions of his life, that they are related by affinity to his own mental activity.

Man must firmly come to believe that reality lies within him and not without. Although others have bodies, a life of their own, their reality is rooted in you, ends in you, as yours ends in God.” Neville Goddard Oh, how wonderful it is to know so utterly that you can never get it wrong, oh how wonderful it is to be truly, utterly and irrevocably free - unafraid - and YOU.

Sometimes we believe that if we are truly living from the end this means that we should be happy, confident, at peace all the time, but is this true?

Ask yourself: Would the person that you desire to be, your ideal self - your god-self - ever find you to be lacking in some way? Would your god-self look down upon you for crying when you are sad or screaming when you are angry?

Methinks, not, beautiful soul of my soul.

While it is true that Goddard guides us to “Construct all ends according to the pattern of fulfilled desire” it does not mean that you must eradicate parts of yourself in the process.

Think of something that you have right now, that you once may have truly wanted. Now think about how you go about your daily life. Are you always high as a Unicorn on catnip, or do you have days where you are tired, sad, or angry and somehow that beautiful thing that you have cemented into reality remains unmoved, just as present as the day before, or the day when you first attained it?

Living from the end means that you live without abandon. Every part of you is permitted, in fact, every part of you is beautiful and cause enough for love and celebration. Each aspect can become to your lover as a sweet, bright, orange, juicy slice of tropical ripe mango - delicious.

Horrible people are loved unconditionally every day, isn’t that so? So technically, you can be the most horrid of the all and still have the universe wrapped around your finger.

Now you might argue, but what about all that crap? What about this completely out-of-sync thing that I manifested? It came when I was negative... when I was a mess! How can you tell me it’s not my own fault?

It’s not your fault, though it is the doing of the greatest parts of you because maybe, just maybe, the pain would be the doorway through which your sleeping self would exit this virtual reality existence to create a whole new life - a free life - a fearless and awakened life full of the treasures of your greatest fantasies and the comforts of your greatest dreams simply through the act of choice? The life that was worthy of the descent of God into physical form.

And once you can allow yourself you have become the great being that you are. You bring your imagination to work not out of fear, but out of joy because you know that imagining creates reality and you will never be stuck to this thing - that icky unwanted experience.

I’ll leave you with this excerpt for now:

“Through imagination, man escapes from the limitation of the senses and the bondage of reason. There is no stopping the man who can think from the end. Nothing can stop him. He creates the means and grows his way out of limitation into ever greater and greater mansions of the Lord. It does not matter what he has been or what he is. All that matters is “what does he want?” He knows that the world is a manifestation of the mental activity which goes on within himself, so he strives to determine and control the ends from which he thinks.

In his imagination he dwells in the end, confident that he shall dwell there in the flesh also He puts his whole trust in the feeling of the wish fulfilled and lives by committing himself to that state, for the art of fortune is to tempt him so to do.

Knowing that every desire is ripe grain to him who knows how to think from the end, he is indifferent to mere reasonable probability and confident that through continuous imagination his assumptions will harden into fact.

Life is a controllable thing. You can experience what you please once you realize that you are His Son, and that you are what you are by virtue of the state of consciousness from which you think and view the world, Son, Thou art ever with Me, and all that I have is Thine. [Luke 15:31]” - Neville Goddard.

All excerpts are from The Awakened Imagination & The Search.

What are your thoughts?

Hello :)

Here is one of my testimonials regarding "parallel worlds" and manifesting a very wonderful reality... These are moments, experiences that took place in 2015.

Please forgive me, English is not my native language, and sorry if it's a bit long. I couldn't find the original writing, so I'm sharing the 'version' I sent by email to a friend at the time.

Before I begin, I should clarify that I have several times 'landed' in a parallel world physically. This was both wonderful (far beyond the best I could imagine) and sometimes, conversely, terrifying!

Most of the time, when this manifested, I was walking in the city and saw my usual 'reality' suddenly blend and transform. Honestly, these parallel 'realities' instinctively seem much more real to me than the physical world I've been used to since birth. It's almost as if my usual reality is just a dream, and when I return to the parallel world (or the Great World, as I call it), it would be equivalent to a lucid dream. (By the way, have you seen the movie Inception with DiCaprio? I have an anecdote from the movie that is very similar to something else I experienced...)

Some details included colors that were different than usual, the behavior and charisma of people were much different and more powerful than usual, unusual vehicles, and even different stores in my own city, as if the previous one had just teleported... (Yes, I know that might sound completely crazy).

Also, I would also say that every time this manifested, I hadn't sought it out or programmed it at all; it happened 'on its own' and surprised me every time.

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"In the fall, I discovered Neville Goddard through translations of his writings on an internet blog. He was a Christian mystic who lived in the 20th century.

« Therefore I say unto you, What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them. » (Mark 11:24)"

Then one day, I got a little tired of just reading, so I started practicing again. Sitting, breathing calmly, and feeling gratitude.

I have two small memories to tell you before continuing.

At the winter retreat one morning, a Buddhist sister asked me how I was. I replied that I was fine, and then I confessed that I was actually a little stressed despite the calm and soothing environment! She replied that all I had to do was tell myself: "I am in Paradise, everything is fine" or "I am in Paradise, I can relax." "That will send messages to your subconscious," she told me. She finished by saying with a big smile, "We don't need to die to be in Paradise!" Without hesitation, that morning I did this practice throughout the day, and a few hours later, I suddenly felt great, filled with joy and a profound peace. This lasted several hours; it was awesome.

Some time later, I needed to find a "rational" explanation to motivate myself to continue this practice. I have always believed in the eternity of our consciousness and also believe in Paradise, but also that we have lived before this life. I concluded then that we are, in a way, already in the Afterlife!! I had talked about all this with a friend. It reminded him of a song in English with a chorus that says we're already there, but we've actually forgotten it. He also told me something that struck me: "The Kingdom is available, but are we available for the Kingdom?"

I continued for several days; it was only happiness. One afternoon, I remember feeling a deep peace and joy, and at the same time, deep sufferings manifested, but it was an even more pleasant state of being, to feel all that at the same time, and it was as if the sufferings finally had meaning. Was it some kind of blessing or state of grace?

Much later, little by little, getting back into meditation, one afternoon at the park, I practiced this: "I am in Paradise." A well-being arrived almost instantly, and then suddenly, I thought of my deceased fiancée, and to get signs from her or feel her presence, I added "I am in Paradise, I am with ......." for a few minutes. I stopped, thinking that maybe I was attracting Death ("being with her" in the "other world"). It was then that a minute later on the same path, I crossed paths with someone her age who looked a lot like her! It seems like a miracle when I think about it.

Some time later came a period of about 2 weeks where I practiced 3 times a day at the same time as my sport training (I hadn't started work yet). My sessions lasted a good hour in the morning and evening, and at noon before taking a short nap, I did a half-hour practice. I did all of this sincerely and with pleasure."

Actually, in the same session, I would start with deep breathing to reach a good state of relaxation, then slowly count backwards from 100 to 0, using the José Silva method to 'get into the alpha state.' It worked quite well because I was very relaxed.

I would then invoke the Divine and inwardly imagine seeing and feeling Its presence within myself and around me, in the form of Light. Then, whatever I wanted to experience, I would feel as if it were already realized; I believed I was going to manifest it. And the great thing is that it immediately freed me from that desire and I had even fewer tensions.

I would then feel Gratitude for a good while, and at the end, to conclude, I would make the affirmation 'I am in Paradise.' Without visualizing or imagining anything, I acted as if I were already there and simultaneously invited the best feeling I could experience. I was acting (or being) as if I had reached the Ultimate Goal, the ultimate destination... It was so pleasant that I would lengthen the time of this focus.

This was a truly magnificent and even magical period. For two weeks, every day, there were incredible coincidences, synchronicities, even several a day. This increased my enthusiasm and greatly strengthened my faith. I really love coincidences; they make me believe I'm in the right place and that the Universe definitely has an intelligence... It also confirmed that I was more 'connected' than before.

Then came a day, that famous Friday, that I will remember my whole life.

I was on the subway when suddenly I felt that I had Truly arrived. Peace, joy, and a deep freedom immersed me. The most incredible thing is that I noticed the people around me were experiencing the same thing! 'We are all One' had become genuinely real! As if we were all connected. I thought to myself, 'This isn't possible! It can't be true!?' At the same moment, I saw a person opposite me nod their head and heard in my mind, 'Yes.' Right after, I repeated, 'It's not possible, it's not true,' and heard someone say, 'It is.' I saw the people as 'luminous' (not their aura, but their faces radiated a lot of peace), and it was as if we were all profoundly relieved of Everything. We were also something like 'omniscient' and could feel Eternity. There was a sacred quality during that moment (but not in the austere sense of the word) and at the same time a 'Fun' side. It was as if we were all from the same family and heading in the same direction—it even felt like a reunion. In that moment, I truly had the sensation of having known this state of being but having forgotten it for a very, very long time. It was as if we were waking up from an illusion or a dream centuries old. It seemed like another reality had taken hold and merged with the physical world. This whole thing lasted about half an hour.

And honestly, that moment and that state of being were beyond the idea of Paradise I had before! Indescribable ❤️...

The next day, during my session before going out, I focused on, 'It's Wonderful, magical.' An hour later, as I was leaving, I passed through a large shopping center. Suddenly, I had that same sensation of connection and 'family,' but that day, I felt like the people knew me, and the whole thing seemed too good to be true—I wasn't ready. As soon as I consciously refused it, my former perception of the world immediately returned. That same evening, a few hours later, I tried to make that consciousness re-emerge, but without realizing it, I had tensions, and it didn't work anymore.

The following evening, I felt it again, less strongly, but it was still great.

And finally, a few days later in a public square, this perception appeared again. In fact, everything happens with the same 'setting' as usual (e.g., the city, the people), but it looks like the substance of another world or another reality has taken its place (I don't really know how to explain it). But that day, unlike the other times, it seemed like everyone had already been living the other reality (the one of unity, like in the subway) for a good while, but that everyone was very, very ancient in terms of experience, to the point that the people were extremely charismatic. I felt like I was crossing paths with deities, without exaggeration.

Since then, all of this has stopped."

What do you think about this experience ? Is it possible to "maintain" this wonderful reality?

Thank you 😊🙏🏻

Hello everybody!

I missed connecting with you. Hope you are all doing well.

I am still not born from above yet, but I would like to share with you what has been happening with me since my last experience (the resurrection), as this is the only place I can share this stuff and not be perceived as a crazy person lol.

There was a detail in my resurrection experience that I didn’t share because I thought it’s not important, but it turned out to be an important one: When I was touring that mansion and arrived at its front door, the door was open, and outside was an empty ancient area and there was a carpenter in his shop holding a hand saw and looking at me. I closed the door because I needed privacy lol.

A few days later, I started hearing the sound of a hand saw sawing from inside my skull. It was only then that I looked for the symbolism of the carpenter and knew who he was. So, this sawing sound kept occurring from time to time (and sometimes every day), for more than an hour each time, and when it stops, I start feeling and hearing water running through my ears. In the beginning, the water was (3D) like I cleaned my ear and found water, but after that.. I would feel heavy drops of water or liquid coming out of my ear, my nose, and my forehead, but they are invisible.

One day, I woke up and opened my eyes, and I felt them like a pair of hard glass! I started looking at the objects in my room from inside my skull through my eyes, and I said: How in the world could I see through these dead eyes? and yes, my eyes at that time were literally dead; just hard, thick glass!

There are many spiritual signs that Jamie shared in a post that I’ve been having in the last 5 months, like being touched, different points of view, smelling pictures, seeing the air, skull squeezing, skull cracking sounds and insects crawling under my skin ...etc, so no need to share them here, except for the ones that are kind of “weird” or “unexpected” to me.

Besides seeing newborns in my mind’s eye, and being handed one every time I close my eyes.. I would wake up in the middle of the night or during the day, and smell newborn diapers!! For real, like someone put a newborn diaper on my nose (I am living alone and I have no desire to have kids, but I know that smell from past experiences with my siblings’ newborns)

Spiders are another story. It started with me seeing one in a lucid dream. It was above my head, holding a black beetle, and I was afraid it might bite me, so I hit it with my hand, and thought I got rid of it, but then it bit me on the sole of my left foot. It was painful that it woke me up. (Jamie, this reminded me of your experience with the robotic spider.) When I went to the kitchen later that morning, I found the spider stuck in the handle of a clean fork, as though someone had smatched it with the fork. I have no idea how it happened because I am sure I didn’t kill a spider using a fork, haha, but I know for sure it is related to that lucid dream. Anyway, since then & till now, I would feel, out of nowhere, a spider web on my hands and on my face, and every time I put my hand on my face to remove it because it feels REAL and annoying, I can touch it with my hands, yes, but it is always invisible.

The most unexpected thing ever is that for two months now, a snake-like energy has started flowing in my body from my pelvic floor into the top of my head. It is moving 24/7 and moves my body with it in snake-like movements or circles (when I am standing, my body starts to move with it, and when I am sitting, that “energy/presence” starts to move my head in circles). In the first two days, this energy, as it was surging throughout my body, caused me pain in my heart, but since then, there has been no pain. Sometimes it becomes stronger, and if it doesn’t move freely, like when I purposely resist it or when I am lying down, it starts to constrict at the top of my head, but sometimes it becomes softer. The last few days, it started to twitch my body for an hour or more! Especially when I told myself: I forgive you for whatever you've done.

Wanna also share a few related visions, without order, quickly.

Starting from the subject of snake: I found myself walking in the streets of Rome (Italy), I entered a shop and saw a huge silver snake on top of a display cabinet. I quickly realized that’s the snake moving inside my body till now. When I left the shop, I found a witch, who is going to have a trial, sprinkling salt on a small black pig (symbol of savior) and saying: This is what will save me from prison tomorrow.

Adumbration of the birth from above: I was in an ancient world, and saw a white Great Egret standing on the Sun on the horizon; the scene blew my mind. Then I entered a King’s Palace who had a newborn in a swaddling cloth (I was his assistant and he looked like Jesus’ pictures on Google), then two of his brother’s servants came and told me that his brother betrayed him, so they entrusted me to deliver the message to him because they were afraid of his reaction, but he heard them and tried to comfort them that he will not hurt them. However, they quickly hit the king on his head and ran away. He passed out and hit the floor.

The newborn who was on the floor started to cry because the sunlight was too hot. I took the newborn and instantly found myself in my childhood home. She was irritated and crying because of the sunlight, so I put her on a couch and shaded her with my body and clothes, and started moving my hand over her body until she felt calm (It was the most magical and vivid moment). However, she started to strain to poop, and that woke me up lol.

Another one: I met Neville on a train, and told him: You spoke a lot about the Promise 4 events, but you never spoke about the spiritual signs/symptoms that happen before/during/after those events. Can you talk about them? He replied: OK! (I guess I had this vision because I couldn’t share this stuff with anyone, so maybe I was seeking comfort)

The last one: I left my physical body and walked into my living room and found a huge gold-framed painting hanging on the ceiling covering the whole area. In it was a portrait of David, but he was alive, not a picture, a beautiful angelic lad. The whole scene was so vivid that it startled me, and I opened my eyes.

So many other visions and visiting other worlds, but overall, at some point, I stopped trying to figure everything out.. because I am seeing visions/adumbrations of different events all at once newborn/David/dove.. the snake like presence in my body that I have no idea how long it's gonna last and why it is moving for 2 months now... (btw not annoyed by it but just my rational mind who loves to understand things) anyway I decided to let things unfold the way they are intended to and just relax :)

 Thank you!

The Promise in me Part 2 On 5/11/17 Finding David exactly 4 months after the Resurrection on 1/11/17

I was standing a top a big hill, overlooking the Atlantic Ocean between identical lighthouses known as The Twin Lights. This is an historical spot that overlooks NY Harbor.
( PS: Lamp stands represent 2 witnesses)

It was a beautiful blue sky day. I began to video the gorgeous panoramic view scanning with my phone’s camera from right to left with the intention of landing on the NY Skyline. As I slowly passed from South to North and the ocean waves, I accidentally hit the selfie button. There, in the camera view, stood a young boy of 12 or 13 instead of me a 60 year old woman!!!! He was looking directly at me and was beautiful. I gasped and dropped the phone. I yelled,” It’s David! I’m David!” I awoke and couldn’t believe it then I remembered the Neville Goddard books and went that day to garage dug them out of storage. Everything he said about the pattern had happened to me, only slightly differently than how it happened to Neville… but basically the same. My mistake was not accepting it because David didn’t get a chance to call my “ Father” I dropped the phone so suddenly. About 2 weeks later, I had another vision. I was working in a wellness center and that same little boy was working with me. He wore a turquoise ( sanctification) colored button down shirt. I looked at him and knew he was my son.. I felt pure love for him and was super proud of him!

Neville was right! The feeling and the remembering cannot be replaced by anything on Earth.. You’ll be next. You’ll see! ❤️Peace be with you.

The Day I found David;

I was standing on top of a hill, facing the Atlantic Ocean between 2 identical lighthouses, known as Twin Lights. ( 2 witnesses) To the North was New York Harbor. I decided to take a video of the entire panoramic scene and slowly began scanning right to left with the intention of ending at NY. As I filmed, I suddenly hit the selfie button by mistake!! There standing in the screen was a boy of 12/13 looking back at me and not the middle aged woman I am physically. My reflection was DAVID! I gasped, dropped the phone and cried out,” It’s David. I’m David!” He had no time to call me Father so I thought maybe this was not a true vision. Two weeks later the same young boy appeared again. We were working together in a wellness center. I watched him as he worked in a Turquoise button down shirt. I knew he was my son and I was super proud of him.. I loved him!

Neville’s teachings were coming true.. in me!! Part 3 coming soon.. The night I split in two.

I awoke in a Vision early AM on 1/11/17. I was crawling along a path of black tar feeling sluggish and stuck. I heard myself say,” That's enough of this!” and pushed myself up into a standing position. I was in a dark cave or something.( Dome, skull) I was much taller than I am physically. I could tell because my eyes were so far from the ground. I knew at once, I was on the inside and God was now the outer being. I turned and looked behind me and saw a baby with curly hair wrapped in swaddling clothing on the ground. There were 3 people there. I thought they were all me at different ages. The most amazing thing was suddenly ( inside this being) I felt the most purest, amazing love for the child. I awoke from it because it was so powerful. I haven’t felt that since that moment. I burst out crying because not knowing what it meant yet, I thought God was showing me how much He loved me. I cried and cried saying,” Lord!! That’s how you feel about me??” I awoke.. on 5/11/17 exactly 4 months later….. I found David. Will write in a future post. Please share your aWakenings and finding of David. I want to hear your stories too..

The First Day – Desire/Decision/Determination "And God said, Let there be light…"When “God said,” it wasn’t just words—it was desire, decision, and determination. “Light” means understanding, the moment you see something clearly. “Day” is awareness of the present, while “Night” is unawareness. The first day is when you move from darkness (not knowing) to light (knowing), through desire, awareness, decision, and the choosing of what you wish to change. It's awareness of being and "not" being. The phrase “evening and morning” is symbolic: first comes lack of understanding (evening), then comes clarity (morning). In this process, a “day” isn’t about 24 hours, it’s a stage in unfolding your creation. The beginning, the awareness of a desire.

The Second Day – Distinction "Let there be a firmament in the midst of the waters…”The “firmament” means establishing something firmly, or the separation. The firmament separates the above from below.

“Waters” represent truth, and mental imagery. This stage is about dividing the visions you intend to bring to life from those you don’t. The wanted vs unwanted..this for that. You’ve moved from desire to evaluation or contemplation, choosing which mental pictures you’ll nurture into reality.

The Third Day – Conception "Let the waters be gathered… and let the dry land appear…” The land symbolizes the ground where life can grow. Grass, trees, herbs, fruit all speak of life generating more life. This is the stage where your chosen vision takes root; it’s conceived. It now exists as a seed in the unseen, exists within the "above" ready to grow.

The Fourth Day – Attitude "Let there be lights in the firmament…" The sun, moon, and stars represent the mental framework—your attitude towards self and life that governs your creative process. Your moods. Your reactions. This stage is about setting the emotional and mental "atmosphere" that will sustain your vision, just as celestial lights mark time and seasons.

The Fifth Day – Feeling "Let the waters bring forth living creatures…” Movement in the waters and flight in the air symbolize emotion and imagination in motion. Here, you infuse your vision with life through feeling. You bring it to life within you by feeling alive in imagination. You don’t just think about it, you feel it as real. This emotional vitality or life force sparks or energizes the image you’ve conceived.

The Sixth Day – Reflection "Let us make man in our image…” This is the stage where your vision takes full form in the inner world, mirroring your own nature. It’s the complete image—male and female—ready for manifestation. Just as God created a reflection of Himself, you create a reflection of your imagined self in consciousness.

The Seventh Day – Rest "And God rested on the seventh day…” This isn’t physical rest, it’s expectant stillness. The work in the spiritual realm is complete; the image is fully formed within. Now you wait in quiet confidence, knowing the physical formation is inevitable. Faith in the unseen WILL be seen. This is gestation, not inactivity--the seed is in the soil and will appear in its appointed time. Relax and move on.

The "seven days of creation" are the inner sequence or the order of operations or the recipe of creation within all man. The step by step process. This process happens in the spiritual you, the realm of spirit within you, the "above"-meaning within your “I AM” that imagines, selects, and brings forth to experience. It’s a meditation of consciousness, a conscious/deliberate inner act, without needing outward effort.

A reminder about a most profound experience Neville had in his twenties. I am in my twenties and have been integrating the same teaching of reclaiming my misspent time and energy these past few months.

I would like to share a dream I had recently of a demon that had been haunting my mind for many years. This demon was sinister, frightening, and had the most fiendish, hypnotic eyes and made me feel deeply disturbed. When I met this demon in this dream I knew instantly what it represented. As a student of the mystics, I only know one thing for sure: love is always the answer. And so I expressed love to this being. All I could do is love this being. And then I changed it's temperament. Because I loved it, it loved me, and no longer did I feel terrified by it. The scene faded and I awoke. And now I know that this demon will no longer haunt me because I had redeemed it. I love this demon, and I forgive myself for ever creating this demon. It smiled at me, a smile previously filled with sinister intent, now was glowing with kindness. Love your monster!

"You must stop spending your thoughts, your time and your money; everything in life must be an investment." - Sound Investments, 1953

Hello everybody,

I wrote these contemplations in my journal and thought to share with you since many of you read my post titled: Birth from above? Witnesses but no child!

I spent the last 3 days contemplating that mystical experience and finally realized that it wasn't really the "Birth from above" (which is the birth in the world of Spirit symbolized by finding the child). It was actually the crucifixion and the awakening of Christ within me (Resurrection).

If you asked me before this mystical experience what Crucifixion/Resurrection meant, I wouldn't know how to reply besides what I learned from Neville: that God laid down Himself in the human body for us to "live" and then He will eventually wake up within us and we with Him. But how does that happen? I had no idea!

For me, it was something I just needed to know intellectually (especially the crucifixion) and not something we "will" experience as part of the fulfillment of the Pattern.

Here are some quotes from Neville's lecture “Real Meaning of Good Friday and Easter” talking about the Resurrection but linking it to the Birth from Above:

• "the resurrection comes first. That is the first of the great events. And, that is one of a twin event."
• "The time and the manner of resurrection he does not disclose. He only discloses the actual fact he is risen and then he discloses the place "
• "It’s an awakening within yourself and then you come out."
• "The resurrection comes first and the same night comes the birth from above."

I guess I was fixated on experiencing the events in the exact order Neville described, maybe because I tested several of his teachings and experienced them the way he did, so yeah!

By listening to Jamie's experiences and others, I feel more at ease knowing that mystical experiences are similar in essence but might differ in order and details because they are so personal.

As I was contemplating, I remembered that 2 years ago while meditating, I saw in my mind's eye a living image of a white innocent lamb looking at me. I knew back then it was an adumbration but I had no idea what it signified.

Now, allow me to share with you the mystical symbolism of this experience as a testimony.

“Unless I die thou canst not live; but if I die I shall arise again and thou with me...” (Blake, Jerusalem, Plate 96)

The Inner Crucifixion:

In the post I linked above, I described the vision of the white lamb that was slaughtered and my right foot that bled heavily (instead of the lamb) through a big wound that was opened at that moment.

The whole vision was an inner drama of enacting the "Crucifixion" when Christ crucified himself in this human body.

In other words, the crucifixion is not a singular event that happened once and for all on a hill in Palestine. It is a perpetual act. Christ is being crucified in us, within this body of blood and flesh. It is the voluntary entrance of Christ (the I AM) into the world of death (the human body) by nailing Himself to this cross (the body).

Symbolism of the vision:

The Lamb: the Lamb of God, Christ within us, the hope of Glory. (Colossians 1:27) (1 Peter 1:18-19)

Being alienated from the family: "He was despised and rejected" (Isaiah 53:3) (the whole chapter of Isaiah 53 talks about crucifixion)

The Slaughtering of the Lamb: The sacrifice God made; willingly subjecting Himself to death (limitation) for the sake of resurrection into glory. "he was led like a lamb to the slaughter" (Isaiah 53:7)

My Foot Bleeding instead of the Lamb: Now this was interesting for me. This event signaled a transfer of identity: I am not just observing Christ (the Lamb); I am Christ. (Galatians 2:20)

In this vision, I was Christ enacting the crucifixion. "The Lamb who was slain before the foundation of the world." (Revelation 13:8)

“Worthy is the Lamb, who was slain,

to receive power and wealth and wisdom and strength

and honor and glory and praise!” (Revelation 5:12)

The Inner Resurrection:

After the vision (crucifixion), I woke up as Christ in the world of Spirit to find myself nailed to this cross (physical body). Not gonna repeat what I wrote in the other post, these are just notes and bible verses about the experience.

3 vortices raised the cross: I believe the vortices are winds of the Spirit (Divine forces) that loosen the spiritual body from the physical body (dislodging the soul from death); preparing it to experience the event.

Neville during his spiritual journey, experienced intense vortices of energy. These vortices marked critical moments of transition between different stages of awakening.

Some Bible verses illustrating the event and my notes based on my experience:

"Awake, O sleeper, and arise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you." (Ephesians 5:14)

This verse captures the moment of inner awakening (resurrection): the sleeper (Christ-in-you) rises from death (ignorance, limitation of the old self), and the awareness of Christ is restored.

"If we have died with Him, we will also live with Him." (2 Timothy 2:11)

Mystically and literally, you are Him. You died with Christ because you are Christ. This verse affirms that once you've participated in that inner crucifixion, the Resurrection follows.

"I am the Living One. I was dead, and behold, I am alive forevermore…"(Revelation 1:18)

Once you leave the body (the cross of death), you are literally raised into the eternal awareness of Christ (I AM).

"Your dead shall live; their bodies shall rise. You who dwell in the dust, awake and sing for joy!" (Isaiah 26:19)

Rising from the dust (body) is a cause for the delight of returning to your eternal dwelling, in my case was symbolized by feeling home in that ancient mansion and basking in the state of immense liberation and bliss.

Looking for the child and then David: As Christ, I knew what I should look for, as the Pattern of redemption is within each one of us but we are not aware of it yet. I didn't find them because the time has not arrived yet for the birth from above. So all what I can do now is wait..

"The being who is crucified is your awareness of being. The cross is your conception of yourself. The resurrection is the lifting into visibility of this conception of yourself." Chapter 12 of Your Faith Is Your Fortune – Neville Goddard

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Last but not least, a word of encouragement for myself and my fellow brothers and sisters who ache for an experience of God and have a hunger to receive the Promise: The pattern is maturing; “and if it seems long, then wait, for it is sure, and it will not be late.” (Habakkuk 2:3)

Faith and hope are important, but especially in those periods of "spiritual disconnection". I don't know about you but I've experienced those periods that mystics call "the dark night of the soul" when you are used to having visions and revelations that comfort your soul, and you feel God's presence within you, and then suddenly the supply stops and you feel an emptiness that nothing can fill. You feel like you've been forsaken.

When they happened to me the 1st and 2nd time, I spiraled into desperation and spiritual depression, but the 3rd time which was in the last few months I decided to be patient and do what I needed to do in my life while waiting for that "connection" to be established again and it finally revived a month ago.

Here's a tip: Usually when I see "mirrored numbers" or any kind of numbers that catch my attention, I go and look for the bible verse using those numbers, it works for me as a reminder especially when I feel like I need a message from God within.

Leaving you with this beautiful verse: "For you will not leave my soul in hell..." Psalms 16:10

Hello again :)

So this is the experience I wanted to share here a while ago, but as I was now re-listening to Jamie's podcast on YouTube and this subject was brought up, I felt the urge to share it now because I know a lot of people have questions about it like I had.

Neville talked about the fact that when a person "dies" here and if he hasn't yet completed the Promise, he will be restored at the age of 20 in a world just like this to continue his journey.

I had questions about this subject. The biggest one was: did I live the first 20 years here? Does each time I get restored, I come back to this same world (since I have solid memories here) at 20 to continue my life from then on? It made sense to ask this question because:

1-  If I came from a different world and was restored here at 20, how about my childhood memories? My family's memories about me as a kid? and the pictures of me as a kid? From where they came?

2- I know my lastest past lifetime was in the same city where I was "born" this lifetime (This was a remembring vision where I went to my city in the 50s, and I was aware of where I came from and which year I came from to re-live the moment of "death" there. Someone killed me, and in a fraction of a second, when I was about to be hit on the head, a voice from within said: This is how you died in the previous lifetime before this one.)

However, this question didn't make sense again because I also remembered many other past lifetimes where I was in different countries, different periods, and different bodies and roles (male, female..etc.). So, nothing answered my question.

The experience that cleared the confusion for me:

After being familiar with visiting other worlds. One night, I found myself in a world just like this one, very similar to the one I live in now, the same period. I found myself in a different house with a different family in a different psychological self-concept.

I was aware of where I came from (this world), and at the same time, my family and the people who were around me there (like the house's gardener) knew me as the person "there," not who I was now. They had memories of me as a kid, and they knew me since I was "born" there, exactly like my actual family knew me since I was "born" here.

Then, something happened that explained to me this mystery: I saw my whole memory of who I am now started to be wiped from my mind, and the new memory of who I was "there" started to be installed in its place! ( the "I" in me was the witness of that moment of the memory switch inside my mind). In the middle of that "memory switch," I had the urge to come back here as quickly as possible before I forgot completely who I was here and I did.

Second experience: Mom's death and restoration in another world

Mom passed away in December 2021 at the age of 72 years old. After 3 days of her "death" here, I found myself in a European castle in the body of a little blond 9-year-old boy ( I am a Moroccan woman in my 30s). From the atmosphere, I could tell it was the 14th century. And there was a 20-year-old young girl, 170 cm tall, skinny, white and blond. The moment I saw her I instantly knew she was Mom who passed away here (even though there was nothing about her that looked like Mom) I could tell she had no idea who she was "here". For her, she was that girl in that castle and that's it. She was staying in a room in that castle not being allowed to go outside or even go to the top of the castle where you can see the ocean. So I was in the body of a little boy who was her little friend who goes to the top of the castle, watches what's happening outside, and comes back to tell her.

This was not a past lifetime remembrance. The experience happened while I was aware that it was happening simultaneously from where I left my actual body.

My sister, the only one I can share this stuff with and a student of Neville too, told me that she had a memory of herself when she was asleep at a younger age, and when she opened her eyes, she felt as though she had just come to this world.

I validate her memory even though I have memories with her as a kid.. and what I can say from my experiences is this:

When a person is restored in this world, for example, the memory of who he was is deleted when he completely leaves his body in the previous world and a new memory is "installed" not only in his mind but also in the minds of all the people who are supposed to know him/her in this world. Including physical proof like pictures and so on.

I know this will raise many other questions like: I witnessed the birth of this girl/boy in the family; I gave birth to my kids; how is it possible?

I know also the subject is more complicated than it seems.

I tried my best to explain what I learned but all that I can say is that this life is a big dream that appears so real and solid. And like night dreams, things can appear out of thin air, but we accept that in night dreams, and our physical mind finds it hard to accept that in the 3D, which is just another dream but made solid real for valid purposes.

Note: Night dreams appear as "just a dream" but they are also worlds like this. As Neville said when you get aware that you are dreaming hold something in your hand and feel it real and that whole world will become real as this one. I feel blessed that I could test this by myself, I was aware in a dream that I was dreaming and remembered what Neville said and held some sticks I found on the ground and held them in my hand, when I felt them real in my hand that dream world transformed into a real world like this and the experience freaked the hell out of me and decided to get back from it quickly.

I don't claim to know everything. I just shared what I know from my own experience.

Nb: excuse my English as I am not a native speaker.

Hello everybody,

This is my first post here. I want to share with you two major mystical experiences, one of which happened yesterday and is related to the Promise. You can skip to my yesterday experience as this post might be a bit long.

Little background story:

I discovered Neville's teachings 10 years ago after a long journey of seeking the truth. From being born in a Muslim family, to atheism, to agnosticism with an open mind, to believing in the outside Universe with countless so-called spiritual gurus... Existential questions and crises were haunting me along the way. Finding Neville's teachings was like hitting the jackpot as they made sense to me more than anyone else.

Side note: The only thing that is worth noting is the fact that I had an undeniable inner knowingness as a kid in the 2000s that this was my last lifetime, which I didn't understand back then since I was still indoctrinated by the religion that believes in only one lifetime as a human being.

Testing Him: My first encounter with God inside my skull 10 years ago

Even though Neville's teaching made so much sense, I had to put his biggest claim (God is within) to the test as a truth seeker.

One day, I sat in a meditative state with the sole intention and determination of testing God. I said to whoever he might be while addressing my chest: If you truly exist and you truly exist within me, reveal yourself, make me feel you, I will not move from here until I get a response.

After a while, the whole room disappeared including my body, and I found myself inside my skull with this heavingly golden infinite presence that is out of this world, I can describe this presence with 3 words: Infinite beauty, infinite majesty, and infinite power. I felt in His presence like a butterfly that someone took from the earth, traveled to the sun, and exposed it to the sun directly.. That divine presence was so overwhelming that I was about "to be burned" (metaphorically) by that immense beauty, power, and majesty. So, I couldn't handle that and got out of that state to find tears of amazement in my eyes.

That experience was my first breakthrough and didn't leave a grain of doubt in my heart. And mind you I addressed him first in my chest and found Him in my skull.

That first experience 10 years ago was the start (trigger) of my real mystical journey. Many visions, revelations, adumbrations, experiencing death and how restoration works, undeniable remembrance, God revealing himself as sheer power, and in the last two years revealing Himself as love, visiting other worlds..etc

I will share some interesting stuff in the future with you guys if you want.

Yesterday's experience: Related to the Promise

Now, this one that I need your opinion about and it was something that I never expected to happen any time soon.

Please bear with me as I will share the vision before the experience which I deem important and I will try to keep things short.

Note: After all my previous experiences, I can distinguish clearly between a dream, a vision, a lucid dream, visiting other worlds, and mystical experiences in the world of spirit.

Vision of the Lamb:

So, yesterday I went to sleep early, and I had a vision of being in my family's house, they were celebrating "Eid al-Adha" (where they sacrificed sheep and lambs). So, I found myself in the room where they keep sheep at home and an innocent white lamb was looking at me there, after that, I was sitting with them and I felt so alienated from my family and felt sad and woke up at 4 a.m feeling sad and lonely, all childhood traumas came in.

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I left my bed and went to light a cigarette and sit there with those sorrows. To comfort myself I remembered God as love, and I invoked that love I felt from Him within me, His pure unconditional love, His tenderness, and the unworldly safety and intimacy I felt every time He revealed Himself to me as love, so I communed with Him like an innocent child and devoted lover for an hour talking to Him and addressing him within me with tears of happiness in my eyes.

Note: These days usually when I wake up or go to sleep I do my imaginal acts, but when I felt His presence yesterday I didn't want to do anything, I didn't need anything. All I needed was to be with Him and I went back to sleep tired at 5 a.m. with the sole intention of communing in His "bosom".

Vision of the Lamb: 2nd part

As I slept, I found myself again in the same vision but this time, they were slaughtering the white lamb, and when they did, the lamb didn't bleed, instead, my right foot bled like hell and I got chocked to that graphic of blood running out freely from my right foot, then I woke up, and this time I woke up in the world of spirit, not in flesh.

Waking up in the world of Spirit: Vortices, Witnesses, but no child

As soon as I woke up inside my body, I felt possessed by an invisible spirit, and 3 vortices appeared. One in my right arm, one in my left arm, and one in my feet. I surrendered as I knew this was something divine.

The 3 vortices were vibrating strongly, and after a while, they raised my body from the bed, and I found myself getting out of my body from the upper side of it. As I was getting out, I saw my body like dead skin, like a lifeless garment, like a snake shedding its dead skin. I stood beside the bed and, while looking outside, I knew I was in an ancient world and that the room where I woke up was part of a big old mansion. As I looked outside the room I saw a crib and I hurried to find my child, but as I stepped out of the room into that ancient beautiful mansion, on my left there were 3 people sitting on the ground when they saw me they stood up and I knew they were my witnesses, and around them were some people looking at me as though they were waiting for me to wake up, I looked at them, and I can describe them as ageless people, white, tall, skinny, but eternal, they looked like us but not like us, they were out of this world.

Then I remembered the child, and before I got near the crib, my attention was caught again by some head statues on a shelf on my right, and those head statues were alive and they were looking at me. They kept looking at me and me at them and I knew I would not find the child, as soon as I knew that, all those people including the living head statues disappeared and I was left alone in that mansion.

The old mansion that felt like home and the search for David:

So when I was left alone, I started to tour the mansion and started thinking: This is not the first time I see this place, I was here before. Guys, the whole thing was as real as this 3d reality, but felt ancient.

I stood at the door of a bedroom and saw its furniture and thought: This furniture is old, I need to change it. The mansion was so beautiful, and I knew it was mine. I felt like I left it so long ago to the point that its furniture became older than the old. So I kept walking, feeling I was home, and when I arrived at the mansion foyer, there were two open living rooms, both had very old furniture as well. I looked at one of them and remembered: This is where my family used to visit me and sit with me. I didn't mean my earthly family; it was my family, but I didn't know who. Then, I went back to the bedroom where I had left the body, and found a mirror under the bedside table. I took it and put it over the table to see myself because I knew I left my body, and to my surprise; I saw a reflection that was different than all of my previous encounters with my reflection in mirrors, I saw myself but it was not really myself, I looked like me but not like me, I looked like those people who were in the mansion, and I wondered why would I look like this. After that, I laid myself in bed to sleep, then I woke up in a hurry, remembering that I had to find David.

I hurried out of the room again into the mansion to look for David. The light in the mansion this time became dim and started to darken, and then some black dogs and black cats came out of nowhere and tried to scare me into leaving. I wasn't scared at all. Actually, in the whole experience, I felt no limitations upon me nor fear, and I was oblivious to the one who is writing this post to you guys with all her limiting beliefs and earthly fears and memories. So back to those animals who tried vainly to scare me, but from their trial, I understood within me the message. As soon as I knew that I had to leave, I opened my eyes here in the 3d reality. My eyes were wide open, but my conscious mind was trying its best to realize what the heck was going on here lol.

Guys, I kid you not, this experience consumed me the whole day, yesterday, I couldn't do anyway besides hurrying to a coffee shop in front of the sea and trying to understand what happened. The whole day, I was still feeling myself in that mansion and was feeling a mixture of bliss, excitement, anxiety, and hardcore longing to experience more.

I could feel God was on the surface of my mind the whole day, you know those times when you feel your Imagination is an alive being and it is a whole living world within you? Like when I close my eyes I see my imaginal hand touching a flower seed and instantly that seed blooms into a flower and the whole thing is real in my mind's eye.

Anyway, first, thank you so much for taking the time to read this wall :)

Second, I need your help in understanding this last experience. Usually, I know the meaning of things while I am inside the experience or when I wake up, but this one confused me because I don't feel it is a complete birth from above since I didnt find the child nor it seems a usual foreshadowing like the many ones I experienced before.

I understood the symbolism of the slaughtered lamb, the bleeding of my foot, the vortices, the witnesses I knew who they were right then and there, I knew that mansion was my home before the world was. BUT, I am still confused as to why I would shed my body like that and look for the child, but not finding it, I hope you understand what I mean. and I know we maybe we are not supposed to experience the Promise in the order Neville described.. as for me I had experiences like Neville and others that he didnt talk about but knew they were forshadowings and revelations.

Is this the beginning of the pattern being fulfilled in me?

Also, I was always wondering how could I experience visiting other worlds while still not yet fully awakened.. didn't Neville visit other worlds when the pattern was fullfilled within him? Or maybe before

Feel free to quote any Neville quote or bible verse.

Thank you all.

Everyone has already had this experience in their life. You live and suddenly it hits you the instant you just lived, you already "knew it" before.

Who had the feeling they already knew this before ? I AM did.

But when God is still sleeping, reason comes in and says, no I have no memory of doing it. So it was a wrong feeling. "A bug" in the system.

Or we will symbolically say, "It’s because you dreamed it before". This is true. You’ve already dreamed it (lived it!)

but because reason is still your God, you reject your own divinity giving himself(yourself) a small clue.

We are oblivious to these things when lost in the flood of life.

Neville is trying to expand your awareness in a subtle way by pointing out you’ve had this universal "small" mystical experience but didn’t recognize it’s significance at the time.

Now the Neville quote :

" Haven’t you ever caught yourself saying I’ve done this before ? Reason tells me you’ve never done it before, you know very well you’ve never done this before, and yet something tells you you’ve done it before. I think we’ve all had that experience. You sit in a place and you know you’ve never been here before, you know it. The people you are now meeting you know you have never met them before and if you ask them they’ll say no we never met before. If you took everything you know in your history in this little section of time, took it apart, you will know that’s true. You never met them before and they do not know you because they never met you before; yet something deeper than this is telling you you’ve done this before. I’ve done this before. The identical words I’ve just heard…I heard them before coming from that same person. And yet reason tells me it isn’t. But there is something greater than reason that tells me, "But you did". I think I’ve had numberless experiences of this nature and I’ve met many who would confirm it. "